You probably know by now, that I am am emotional person. Sometimes when I realize something I am doing is wrong or feels wrong, my emotions get to me, and I end up doing all I can to change it. Because I feel it is God watching over me, telling me I have to change something.For instance, in my last blog, the message was a bit over exagerated to the emotion I was going through at the moment. I wont deny the fact that I am a gamer. But, I also wont deny the fact that I am a Christian. Once you become a Christian, or you grow up in that kind of setting, it is near impossible to ignore what you believe is the truth about how you should live your life. But, I also realise I am human, and can easily make mistakes in sin. If you want to know more about that, feel free to PM me.I am not totally removing my life from gaming. But, I am trying to make some more careful decisions in what I play, and how long. Especially because I want to get out and make more friends. You may remember I had said that I want to get out to make more friends at church. Truth is,I do have friends from church, a lot who areout on missions trips, so I dont see them very much. Mainly because I choseto take a differentcareer path than ministry. May have been a mistakem I dont know. Maybe Ill end up using my artistic skills in ministry some day.I have been going to different churches to see what kind of people I could socialise with. Its easy to put a mask on over who you truelly are in CYBERWORLD. But, mainly, THIS IS THE TRUTH ABOUT ME. YOUR TRUTH ALWAYS FINDS YOU OUT IN TIME.