Thats right ladies and gentlemen, today is reall get a new name day! No joke! I found this cool site that has a holiday for everyday! (like yesterday was lost penny day!) So in honor of this glorious holiday I have chosen a new name for my self. It is to be Venda Miakoda! (thats my new first and middle name) I will only go by this name for today only! I will be back to share another day with yall!

If  you want to change your name, I went to babynames.com and there is this radom renamer game in the fun stuff. It is really cool!!!!!

By SAT I do not mean that happy saturday that is about to come. I mean the evil test that sucks your soul from your body as you sit there trying to remember something you NEVER learned! Lets not forget the anoying people from other schools that sit next to you and make anoying noises! But hey, its all for the grade right? Well last time I made a 920... yeah. 80 points higher and I would have been automaticly accepted into the college I want to go to, but nope I made that crapy 920! Well let me not forget to mettion the fact that my mom is on the edge of her seat praying that I make a 1000 or more. What if I don't? Then I am afraid she might break down! What will I do if I don't make that? I have a friend who make a 1400 or something and she thinks it is bad! OMG! I didn't even make it to the 4 decimal place! What screws me up is the silence............ the little amount of time to get anything done and the fact that if you don't you get a zero on everything you don't answer! But don't forget the fact that if you miss it you get -1/2!!! do you know how fast thoes add up on me?!

Band is a nightmare! I am (soon to be ex) 1st chair in the 2nd band and I am pathedic! I think I was put there by mistake. We are getting ready for region band and if I don't make it I think I will litterarly go insane... spelled that one wrong! But seriously! I'm not the first to get things 'passed off' and I am always making mistakes. How embarasing that a senior who isn't even in symphonic gets put back like 3 chairs after being 1st! Gosh how will I ever become a professional if I can bairly keep up in school? I wan't to be the people who play the disney music! I want to be a band director or a private lesson teacher. But you got to be good for that. It is sad I base all my dreams on some stupid talent that I don't really have!

At least christams is coming! when that break comes I won't wallow in my self pitty till it is over! It will be happy. I can hang with friends and forget everything about stupide evil school and band... nope take that back. I will do that but practice till my lips bleed! Grrrrrr. Opps I was getting kind of agressive.

Bye!!

So i'm back. After a getting situated with school, I got lazy and never got on. I was tired of keeping up with it and decided to focus on school and band. Well band is still the top priority right now, mainly because our band can't keep their act together and we may not even make state!, but i wanted to get back on and look about.

I will only be getting on once, maybe even twice, a week. But at least i'm on right?

I am also going to stop the drama. I don't like some of the reactions I have gotten when I vented my anger on my blogs, so I  won't be doing that, as offten. So instead I will just have to attack the people I am angry at. JK!

But no if no one has noticed I am a very angry, aggressive, negative person. I have nicer qualities, it is just i tend to more aggressive and angry. Nothing wrong with that right?

But like I have already said, I was sick of keeping up with reviews and posts that I kind of just stopped, like dropping off the face of the earth right? And I know no one has to do all thoes things, but I am the kind of person that does and wants to do it all the time the same amount every day.

Moving on I will tell you about my day, no aggression. I went to school. Failed my chem 2 test, 67. Went to band practice. Learned some sets. Picked up friend to go to a silent night, a thing for sign language club where we meet somewhere and can't talk it was suppose to be at the bowling ally, but when we got there no one was there. So went to wendy's to eat. Friend got stubern and wouldn't eat, so I took her home and was really angry! Went to taco bell with my sister. Came home. Got on here and typed this.

See no aggression! Am I improving or what. So that concludes tonights blog, I might be back sunday! Bye!!