so this has been a super crazy week. i have finals coming up, and all this crap going on.

and just broke up with my boyfriend. we have been going out for six months!!

and we broke up over something stupid. let's just say, he's not the kind of guy i thought he was.

so that was a waste of MY six months. sucksucksuck.

and i have cheer tryouts tomorrow. i'm SO NERVOUS! and my dance couch is pissed im doing cheer again because it throws off my dancing or something. whatever.

haha..i love venting on here, because nobody knows who i really am. lol. because everyone would give me crap if i said something like this on myspace. aha.

WOOOH. I FEEL BETTER NOW. HUH.

and here, for your own personal entertainment, a survey i stole from myspace

1. Story behind your MySpace song?
its a tiight song. nuff said.

2. What's bothering you right now?
i'm really itchy like all over my back! holy crap its driving me CRAZYYY!! ..should i be worried about something??????

3. Where do you live?
in my skin.

DESCRIBE YOUR:

4. Wallet?
it has cherries all over it with sequins, but i ripped all of the sequins off..because they were annoying.

5. What is your nationality?
italian. finnish. german. irish. wooh.

6. Background on your cell phone?
its this weird like..blurred city thing. its kinky.

7. Your best friend?
Jake. baha, im kidding. i have a lot of best friends. and im not going to name them, because i hate people who read these and then are like "HOW COME I'M NOT ONE OF YOUR BEST FRIENDS?" and if you do that, then you're a fugger.

8. Where was your default picture taken:
in my room, which sadly shows that i did take some time to take myspace pictures.

9. Eyes:
they're big. everyone says so. and kenny wilson, if you're reading this, you can bite me.

10. Life:
you get one shot at it. make the best of it while you still can.

WHAT ARE YOU:

14. Doing this weekend?
well, considering the weekend is almost over........nothing. super.

15. Wearin?
sofees. and nothing else.
god, i'm kidding.

16. Wanting?
for my back to stop itching. you know, maybe i should get this checked out.

18. Listening to?
the computer buzzing. again. its becoming a regular habit of mine.

20. What do you smell?
my hair. its wet and hanging around my face. brillant brunette. yum.

21. Eating/just ate?
this new cereal my mom bought. and it was disgusting. next time i'll just eat the box.

DO YOU:

23. believe in soul mates?
sure, why not. i mean, its a nice thing to believe when you are currently single. and currently broken up.

24. sleep naked?
sickos.

25. Like seafood?
eww. i boo on seafood. BOOO.

26. Remember your dreams?
i always have dreams about the ocean. and somehow i always like get pummeled by a title wave or dragged under water. i wonder if someone is trying to tell me something...

27. Consider yourself a study freak?
huh. about that. i think being a study freak would be extremely handy right about now.

29. Believe in miracles?
another nice thing to believe.

31. Speak another language other than English?
habla un poco espanol pero no me gusta.

OTHER:

32. What's something you wish you could understand better?
i wish i could understand infomercials. like you dont even know.

33. What did you do last weekend?
got fat.

34. Do you miss someone now?
sure.

37. Orange or apple juice?
orange, because im only a cider kind of girl....? yea.

38. Who was the last person you went out to lunch with?
me and my dad and my brother stopped at 7/11 and bought big gulps after kings dominion. yea, dont even try to tell me that that doesn't count.

39. Who did you send your last text too?
you know, i'm trying to cut down on texting. it's kind of like trying to cut down on smoking. HARD WITHOUT THE PATCH.
ahem. not that i've ever smoked.

40. Who was the last one to send you a text?
hard without the patch........

41. Last time you ate a home grown tomato?
now, every store you go to that sells tomatoes, says they're home grown. and they could be lying. i dont trust those tomato growers.

42. Would you rather have love or money?
both. okay, fine. money.
holy crap im kidding. how shallow did that sound?
LOVE, fuggas.

43.What time did you go to sleep at last night?
late. my room was disgustingly hot last night, because my house suddenly felt like pretending to be a sauna.

44. What time did you wake up at?
idk, sun high, ac on...thank god.

45. The most annoying sound(s) in the world?
sirens. especially during fire drills. you're trying to get out of the school, there are 10 gazillion kids around you, pushing, stepping on your feet and just to top it off, you hear the god awful SCRRRRREACH and its so loud, you feel like your brain is having a seizure.

46. Last person you hugged?
my mom.

48. Who do you hate right now?
huh.. there's a no-brainer...fire drill pushers.

49. Are you sarcastic?
hm...no. "sarcasm" isn't really my **** i prefer satire. aha.

50. What's your goal in life?
to not get deported. huh. so far so good.

comment, beyyyyyotch.