God I Hate This Site Sometimes

I just typed up a long ass blog, went to post it, and I get an error page saying I needed to be signed in to post a blog. Which I obviously was if I was typing in my blog. So that all went down the toilet since it was gone when I clicked back. Arghhh!!!!

So here's the empty, short version that sucks. Maybe I'll revise it when I'm less pissed off.

1.) Set a goal to finally get my own place in 6 months. I want to save enough for my first/last/sec and have 3 months worth of bill/rent money in reserve. Now that I'm out of college and in a rut of sorts, it is really time for me to get out on my own.

2.) Still reading Wheel of Time. Near the end of The Shadow Rising, so the going is slow. The Great Hunt is my new favorite book in the series.

3.) Playing Star Wars: Knights of the Old Republic lately. One of my favorite games ever that I've gone through at least a handful of times, yet I play it virtually the same way every time. I'm always on the dark side, I always woo Bastila cuz she's my girl, I always trash Carth at any given opportunity, and I always save the Korriban planet for last so I can have Bastila by my awesome, dark Jedi self side for as long as possible. And I always turn her back to my side. The game cracks me up so much. I pick virtually the same dialogue every freaking time and I laugh every time. The game truly brings back my evil, yet charming personality I supposedly had as a kid. If I do the same sh*t every time and it still entertains me, this game is going to remain timeless for me quite easily.

4.) Been rediscovering my passion for heavy metal as of late, plus some c.l.a.s.s.i.c. rock like Led Zeppelin. I've gotten into hip-hop so much over the past few years that I forgot just how much I used to love bands like Metallica, Iron Maiden, Judas Priest, and Megadeth. If my last.fm profile contained my whole life's listening and not just the past 2-3 years that I've been using iTunes, those bands would probably have a very large lead in plays over my current #1 Nas, who has about 3,000 plays for me. Either way, I'm just enjoying some killer bands lately and remembering when I first got into them. I've also forgotten just how much fun air guitar and drums are too...and how retarded I must look LOL.

5.) Don't you hate it when someone types a blog and then either deletes it or sets it to private a day later, making the reader wonder what is going in that person's head? Oh, and when fools who can't come to grips that they are 25 pretend they are 19 or 22. I know I do.

Like I said, I'm kind of in a rut, but I have another goal to work towards so maybe it's not so bad. I can think of one thing that would make life a million times better, but that will never happen. And I don't mean winning the lottery. Sorry for the progressively bitter and depressing tone. Watching a tiny video from my trip to California a few months back is about to make me hit the bottle. "Gotta stop drinking that Henny, I know that sh*t is poison"- Blaq Poet, Voices