I'm really depressed right now- and I feel rejected.

Here's the story:

At my school we have a candy cane sale and you can deliver candy canes to anyone in the school. You write a message on a tag and put who it's from. Then you pay 25 cents per candy cane.

Ok- So in homeroom today, I was all happy and filled with holiday cheer right? And then my homeroom teacher Mr.Stanwood said there was a candy cane for me. I figured it was from one of my friends- Kirsten, Ali, or Maddie- but it wasn't.  It was from this popular guy who's a total jerk- and friends with Jerko by the way (to make it worse) - and do you know what it said??? It said I LOVE YOU!!! (Ok not in capital letters but it's still awful) And it had hearts. My name was written on it and it said From: -the name of the guy-!

I know he hates me because I'm not "popular",in another words- I'm not some *female dog* that goes around insulting everybody and gossiping about lies.- so there's no possible way he could like me.

I can't believe he pulled such a sick joke like that!!!

What a JERK.

And do you know what I did? I got the kid next to me to help me tear up the tag before someone else saw it and broke the candy cane into a thousand bits. Then he threw it in the trash and promised not to tell anyone. My holiday cheer was ruined ALREADY and the day had barely started.

I just don't know what to do...  I don't know what to think.

My friend Kirsten was such a witch to me on the bus when I told her! She said I should just "get over it" well I'm SORRY but THAT is NOT something you can just GET OVER OVERNIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm soo tired of her... I don't even know why I'm friends with her in the first place. All she does is complain that I'm complaining every day at school when I don't even say a WORD! She complains ALL the time, and I don't do one THING to her! I do everything for her and do you know what I get back? ZIPPO- NADAH- NOTHING!!!!!

Not even a THANK YOU! And she expects me to get her a christmas present for her! I was going to get one- but honestly: do you REALLY think she deserves a gift? If you agree or disagree, please comment.

Becca