So I've been friends with this guy for a long time, and in the last couple of months I began to well...like him. I already knew that he liked me (he has for a long time) and so it isn't so awkward. But as of lately it has just reached the point where I feel like we are together, like as a couple, even though it isn't official. When I'm not with him I'm thinking about him, and when I am with him I am just so happy...practically blissful. I love to just be close to him. When he holds me I feel like everything is right in the world. I'm not sure if this is just my more romanticised artistic side coming out or if...well, if I love him. We are pretty much opposites, but well...that makes us perfect. We fit together so easily. Ahh...I am just so happy. I can't wait until I see him again. Until then I will continue...well, to do my normal things. whatever those are