i don't know why i'm posting here. i kind of missed the site...

anyway...this is mandi. i'm just here to ask how you all are. as you probably know the last few months have been hard on me and my family (and tay's family) but things have gotten a whole lot better.

i switched schools since the last time and met a girl named marissa. she's really nice. we don't talk that much though..

i went through a really rough time right after tay passed away...i didn't believe it at first but now it's kind of sunk in and i'm beginning to accept it. i know she's in heaven. she was so sweet to every one around her and just wanted to be accepted. at school no one really liked me or her and we kind of just clicked...

she would watch fma with me and we would hang out and write.

and right after the accident i didn't know what to think because i wondered why god was doing this to her and to me. then i blamed her for a little while...

i didn't mean to, it was just the way i felt. i didn't understand why she was there one day and then gone the next...

but now it's like my whole life has changed because of it. i don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing.

so anyway...that's all i have to say right now...

...and i guess i should say, happy late valentine's day.

-mandi

I've emptied Taylors messages. If you've sent her a message since her death, then i have replied to tell you. I can't reply to all her contacts so i'll tell you all here. Please don't send her messages, she won't get them. I've explained in my blog but most of you are not in my contacts so i will tell you here instead. Taylor was in a car accident and died early the next morning...

mandi

I'm really tired.

Tonight I got GTA: San Andreas...just because...

And a new Evanescence album. Tis amazing. I love those guys so much. ^^ I think that it's going to spawn...thirteen Roxas-centric AMV's. Totally. Because we know Roxas is amazing. *points at banner*

Speaking of Kingdom Hearts...

Anyone watch the Tokyo Game Show? *singsong voice* Guess who's got his own gaame...

Correct!! Roxas does!! WOOT!!! 358/2 Days! Nintendo DS!!

Anticipated more than Coded and Birth By Sleep combined!!

...Maybe not that last one. ^^

...You non-video game addicts are probably just a tiny bit scared at the moment. But don't worry. I'm almost finished.

In other news, two great things happened tonight. They're not entirely relevant, but I don't care.

One is that I've discovered there is, in fact, a Full Metal Alchemist pillow. So I can have Edo with me all the time.

Secondly, FMA was rated numero uno on some list by a Japanese company I've never heard of for best animated show. Yesh. Take that, Evan. Inuyasha's not so hot.

See...I mentioned you.

Okay...I'm really sorry for the lack of intelligence this blog has provided any readers with. Truly. I'm just crack happy. Or sleep happy. Or both, who knows? Either way...I'm going to read a quick non-lemon yaoi fic just for the heck of it, and then I'm going to bed. Later, peeps.

-Tammy

OOH!! On second thought, I'm going to the IMDb. We came up with the best crack pairing ever. Sephiroth/Ariel. Yeah. We really did it.