What if you recived the following message from one of your best friends at 10.30 PM?

"Warning: Next time you will see me, do not get scared. My life is a nightmare and I am in a miserable condition. I no longer sleep because I keep crying and taking pills. This is just a warning. I do not want to talk about any of my problems. I will be able to be 2 persons at the same time: the $hitty real one and the other set for going out with friends."

Really I do not know what to say after this one...

Hi everyone,

it's been a while since the last time I blogged and basically nothing special happened. Mostly, I worked, even on bank holidays, Saturdays and Sundays, which is quite stressful because my boss is...well, pretty much like Meryl Streep's Character in "The devil wears Prada".

On Friday evening, at 6.15 PM I learnt that I should have worked on Saturday and Sunday, which, as you can imagine, pretty much upset me. I tried to forget about that because that night I had a party with my friends and I really wanted to have a good time. A good time that I actually had. We went to this club and we had a couple cocktails and danced a lot. My friends also got me dancing on a table with a pole, which was weird because

1.Usually I am very shy

2. I only had non-alcoholic drinks (I was designated driver)

Hopefully pictures of my performance will not end up on the Internet!

On Saturday I went to this Barbecue at Eugenia's place. She has a nice house in the countryside with this huge garden. It was awesome! We ate, had some good wine and laid in the meadow watching the stars and the moon while the guys cleaned up and played table football. It was sooo awesome and there were also fireflies, and I was surprised because I had not seen them in a long long time.

When I got home I was very happy but everything vanished this morning. I had to wake up early to go to my office and when I got in the garage to take my car, it would not start...I was so mad!Finally my father started it (I am not a good mechanic LOL) and I was able to go to work. I was working when I received an odd message from F. who said that she was mad at me. I had no idea of the reason and I was really upset (in the end it turned out that she had misinterpreted something another friend of us had said ...bah)

I was stressed out because dealing with F. is so difficult right now. She is suffering from bulimia and I'd love to help her, but it is impossible because no matter what I do, it is the wrong thing. At first I was very attentive and caring, but she told me that she was feeling suffocated. She said that she did not want to talk about her problems, and I respected that, but then I learnt that she wrote everything on FB (I am one of the few persons in the world who does not have a FB account)...and I was like "WTF you do not want to talk to one of your BF about your problems and then you put them on FB where the whole world can read them?" I really do not want to do, It's complicated...

Today I also cast my vote for the European Parliament as well as for the mayor of my town.... I do not understand why most people decided not to vote....I am disappointed and disgusted by most politicians (except for my passion, Obama....I loved the speech he Gave at Cairo...) Our PM is a clown, so you might be able to understand why I am not fond of politics...but vote is the only way we have to try to change thing, it is a right for which our grandparents fought so we have to honor it.

Well, that was a long blog!

Take care my friends.

Love,

S.

Quote of the day: "....And on days like that, I guess the best you can hope for is that you took something from it....Anything.... ..Anything at all.... ....Even if it's just taking the time to lie in the grass and think about all the things you still have left to do." -Scrubs

Dear all,

I just finished watching the final episode of OTH, (and I liked most of it) but as I do not live in North America I had to watch it on the web (this is sooo unfair!). Unfortunately the sound of the clip was awful and it was hard for me to understand exactly what characters were saying.

That's why I seek your help!

Can anyone write me a transcript of the final voiceover, the one about dreams? This way I will be able to write it on my bedrooms wall along wit all my favorite quotes...

Thank you so much!

Have an awesome weekend!

XOXO

S..