The funniest thing happened today. Not funny as in it makes me laugh, but funny in a "WTF" type of way. My parents sold this potentially gorgeous car, which was promised to me as a 16th birthday present. For some reason though, she sold it for a tiny price. I'm serious. A beautiful 1998 Caddillac, luxury. Leather interior, seat warmers, a CD rack in the glove box, BOSE speaker system, 12 CD changer in the trunk, and a beautiful blood red exterior paint. The only flaws were that it had been keyed, the rear bumper was a mess, and the horn didnt work. All of which are fixable problems. All of which I planned on fixing. But for some reason, my parents sold it for a tiny price of $600. What I paid for my PS3, ladies and gentlemen. So with the money, she did some shopping around. I was already p***ed that she sold my car, but she bought an iPod, used of course, and bribed me with it. The catch was that I had to go to her church every Sunday. I've went over this before havent I? I REFUSE TO GO TO HER CHURCH. I denied her offer and went on. I figured four Sundays of WORKING could get me a better, NEW iPod. I know shes emotional right now but I didn't mean to make her CRY. God I feel like unless I be the person my grandma and my dad want me to be (which are two EXACT OPPOSITE personalities) I'm nothing to them. I dont know what to do. My dad says "Dont let anyone push you around, be a fighter, stand up for yourself, go down fighting." My grandma says "Ignore them, put your problems in God's hands." And my mom hasn't said SH*T to me since I was about four years old. So I'm back to where I started. Square one. I can't be who I want to be without hurting anyone. I don't even know who I want to be. I don't know who I am. My grandma became so hard to live with. My dad already is. I'm in a really tight space.