I have been thinking about the few things over the weekend.

I need to stop being so hard on myself, with everything. I beat myself up (not litrally) when I don't meet my expectations (Like getting nearly 100% in all my marks with assignments, not eating the right food all the time, body issues etc.)ENOUGH IS ENOUGH

I am tired of feeling guilty for the things I canot control. I am tired in putting the time and effort into other peoples problems and pushing my needs aside. I have decided to stop putting so much extra time at work and go back to the gym. I have decided to stop giving money to those who dont really need it put it towards my house deposit.

I need to start looking after myself, caring for myself again. I need to stop being so soft and opening up my heart to those who do not appreciate the time i take to help them and focus on those who do.

I need to start working towards my dreams and goals. To do this I will need to have faith and believe in myself. I have to get rid of the negative people in my live who only take and surround myself with positive caring people.