I knew when Jonas started posting that he was joining Kris, something didn't feel right because thats just not Jonas. But each day and each post made it seem like my worst fears were true. However, Jonas sent me a message last night through my hotmail account...it was all just an act. He was trying to find out who Kris really was and he thought that by joining him he could expose him and possibly stop him from hurting others. He was trying to help Kris and well, things didn't quite work out as they should have. He was banned and said he doesn't know if he will ever come back. He didn't mean what he said and he seeks everyones forgivness.
I hate that something like this happened and tore our family apart. And in addition to Jonas leaving I also announce that I will no longer be returning as well. I know I've said this before, but as long as Jonas was here I felt like I had a reason to return. I don't know how many of you know this or not, but I fell for Jonas right after we first met. I carried it too far and put my heart on the line and while its been broken for a few days its starting to mend. Unfortunately the damage has been done. I'm not living outside this world we've created here and its starting to affect my school work, life, and lives of those around me. So I'm going cold turkey. I may check my mail once or twice to see if anyone has sent me anything, but as far as posting or PMing I won't be doing any more of that. I'm sorry. I know we were all just getting to know each other, but I have to ask, whats more important, that I'm playing at living here or that I actually live? So goodbye. I love you all and you are all important to me. I won't forget any of you.