Sunday, Nov 5, 2006
i dont do these often so this wont be to long.
i need to openly express my thoughts about my current emotional state.
i am at this current time, quite depressed. and i think i will be for a month or two. one of my closest friends someone who has stood by me though anything, has cheered me uo, made me laugh and has just been then when i needed someone, is as of next week emigrating to new zealand a whole 26 hours flight away from here in the uk.
i cannot express how sad and depressed i feel at the current time she means the world to me and i will miss her dearly.
i am ofcourse happy for her, it is a fantastic experiance and a lovly country, but i still cant shake this feeling that there will something missing in my heart a hole that will never be filled.
sorry for this depressive blog, but i had to share my feelings
i need to openly express my thoughts about my current emotional state.
i am at this current time, quite depressed. and i think i will be for a month or two. one of my closest friends someone who has stood by me though anything, has cheered me uo, made me laugh and has just been then when i needed someone, is as of next week emigrating to new zealand a whole 26 hours flight away from here in the uk.
i cannot express how sad and depressed i feel at the current time she means the world to me and i will miss her dearly.
i am ofcourse happy for her, it is a fantastic experiance and a lovly country, but i still cant shake this feeling that there will something missing in my heart a hole that will never be filled.
sorry for this depressive blog, but i had to share my feelings
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Posted Nov 5, 2006 5:10 pm PT
Sorry you have to se your friend go
Posted Nov 5, 2006 6:12 pm PT
gee, nick, i sure hope you feel better soon 
i can't begin to imagine what it's like for someone so close to move *that* far away, but i have seen my friends move far enough away to make me feel similarly. it's good to get things out, and i hope that you get enough support to make it through this tough transition as quickly and with as few difficulties as possible. if you need to chat, you know where to find me, and the rest of the crew at the JGU 
don't forget to smile now and again, even if it hurts; your friend wouldn't want you to forget how to do that, y'know 
i can't begin to imagine what it's like for someone so close to move *that* far away, but i have seen my friends move far enough away to make me feel similarly. it's good to get things out, and i hope that you get enough support to make it through this tough transition as quickly and with as few difficulties as possible. if you need to chat, you know where to find me, and the rest of the crew at the JGU don't forget to smile now and again, even if it hurts; your friend wouldn't want you to forget how to do that, y'know
Posted Nov 5, 2006 6:48 pm PT
I am Very Sorry to hear that your Friend that you have So Close to is moving away ... and I Understand your Deep Sadness 
... but I want to Thank You for writing an Emotional Blog; because you are being Open about your Feelings; and that is the First Step in Filling this Void; I Believe that the part of your Heart that she Occupied will never be Fully Filled; but that Our Hearts can be Filled with the Love of Another Person; or Persons; in time
... and I Understand your Deep Sadness ... but I want to Thank You for writing an Emotional Blog; because you are being Open about your Feelings; and that is the First Step in Filling this Void; I Believe that the part of your Heart that she Occupied will never be Fully Filled; but that Our Hearts can be Filled with the Love of Another Person; or Persons; in time
Posted Nov 6, 2006 4:38 am PT
Hey man, i know how you feel somethin similar happened to me a awhile back, although you are apart that doesnt meet you have forgotten about her or that she has forgoton about you, you can still talk to her, you can still be in eachothers hearts...
Posted Nov 6, 2006 6:04 am PT
Thats too bad. Maybe in the future you can visit her. You can always contact her through email. Good lck mate!
Posted Nov 6, 2006 8:01 am PT
Never thought that would happen.. but I guess we all have to move on. Life is sad sometimes... go for some exercise or watch some movies, to decrease the depressed phase.
Posted Nov 6, 2006 11:24 am PT
Ouch, must hurt to lose such a good friend. But I'm sure you'll cope... maybe even keep in touch over a IM or something? I know it's not the same, but... yeah.
Posted Nov 7, 2006 9:15 am PT
Blows mate, but you're not the only one to go through this, not by a long shot, don't ever forget that - you're not alone. And like everyone else said, "so you won't 'see' eachother everyday, you can still talk to eachother." Get her here on GS. 
You said that there's a hole in your heart, well she's still there Nick, don't ever think that she's not. I'm not the only one around here that does, but I really DO know how you feel, and it'll get better. Not much chance of it getting worse, right?
You said that there's a hole in your heart, well she's still there Nick, don't ever think that she's not. I'm not the only one around here that does, but I really DO know how you feel, and it'll get better. Not much chance of it getting worse, right?
Posted Nov 7, 2006 12:35 pm PT
Damn, sorry to read about this. I hope you cheer up in time. :/
Posted Nov 8, 2006 11:43 am PT
Sorry to see you in this current state, I am sure you will speak to her again. Cheer up soon okay....please.
Posted Nov 10, 2006 3:23 am PT
Man, I've been depressed at times before, but I don't really know what it feels like to have a friend go to the other side of the world. Well, the best thing to do is to stay in contact with her and stay friends. hylian's suggestion sounds good, since you'll be able to talk to her daily. Maybe she'll be coming back someday, who knows? All we can do for the moment though is to hope for the best on her flight and talk with her daily (or at least try to). I hope that you cheer up, dude, I'm sure you will.
Posted Nov 14, 2006 2:51 pm PT
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