OMG!! I have not written in here for so long! WOW!!! I miss it!!

Hey guys, The week of september 8 to september 14 has been my brithday week!! Real birth dated was September 9!!!I can now legally see a rated R movie, not that i didn't before!! hahah..YUP, I am 17!! One more year and then I can legally vote and move out! My friends took me out to dinner at APPLEBEES...it was fun until the bill came up to, I am not lying, $112 and something cents..

My birthday wish:

BRUCAS REUNION

If not,

get into the college of my dreams

Get fianical aid for it

get brand new car with license

reunit with old friends

oh, there's more, but can't think of them right now..LOL

Since I have not been here for awhile! I am gonna tell you guys what been happening

During the summer, I was (still) working at the local library, (yes, I got paid) while attending dance lessons and journalism c l a s s e s. I tried to start my college apps and essays but was too lazy to!! I know, I need to get my butt to it! I got my report card! It was not as bad as the last one..at least i got 4.0 GPA if you are counting college credit

Biotechnology: A

French 4 Honors: B

AP Lang: C+

Journalism 2: A (reporter and photographer)

LUNCH: A+++++

AP US HISTORY: A

Pre-Calculas: B+

I know, I need to work on my grade this year!!!!

VACATION

I went to LA this summer for a church camp where I met some of the amazing people I will ever meet.! Seriously!! It was a blessing!! If only you guys were there!

LAST YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL!!

I am offically a senior!! I am so happy! I am so glad I am one step closer to leaving this dump!!!!!!! Here are my ****s

Journalism 2: (reporter, photographer, and advertiser representer)

AP Government and Economic

Biotechnology Reserach

Probablity and Statistics

AP Literature

LUNCH

Physics Honors

Dance Production

I know, it is quite a bit of load, but I think I can handle it...( well at least I hope so)!PRAY FOR ME!!!

that's for now!!

I am turning a new leaf. I am officially a Chuck/Blair shipper! I don't know what got into me but hey, they make a steamy, hot couple. I am not sure if Eds sexyiness with his real life British accent or the fact that Nate annoys me like hell ( and blair deserves better).

Okay C/B shippers, you guys have finally convince me! I am all for Chuck and Blair! They are perfect for each other. I mean, Chuck is sweet when hes around Blair and he actually treats her well! Screw Nate! Yah Chuck!

I am sorry for dissing C/B shippers before! I hope you guys can forgive my stupid, idotic comments I said in many GG threads!

Though I ship C/B, I do howeever, STILL ship D/B! Sorry, I don't have much else to say! I am still studying for AP exams for this week and next week!

OMG...Prom was a blast. So much dancing, I lost my date, literally. Prom was different than I expected but it was still fun. My friends and I got dressed beautifully and took tons of pictures. It was so much fun. I don't think I ever had this much fun before in my life.

WOW. My date and I had a blast. Well, I hope he had fun. It was awkward at first but once I danced with him, he was great. LOL. OMG...I think the prom bought the skankness out of me, seriously...I danced with like 20 guys including the prom king. What am I like this? How can I do this to my date. Though he didn't mind I still feel so guilty about it. I slowed dance with my date and others and it is killing me inside. Should I apologize or what!!!

Speaking of the prom king, man he was hot. He is an old friend of mines. I have not spoken to him in like a year and then prom happen. Here I was dancing with him. Not just he fast ones but the slow ones also. (including freak dancing all round him) I am such a slut...What is wrong with me guys. Not only do I feel guilty about dancing with him but I think I am falling for him. OMG...

This can be happening again. what am I gonna do??? Advice peeps, please!!!

Why does stuff like this keep happening to me? I wish i could go back to elementary school again. Everything was much, MUCH, simpler back then. Life is so complicated. Highschool is complicated!!