Feeling kinda Ansty today. My Girl has done quite a bunch of art lately and of course it's really nice. I kinda feel a bit off though because seeing her do all this wonderful art and I want to be a part of it. I try of course. I offer my suggestions/help and ideas and such. And that does feel good. But sometimes it just doesn't feel like enough. Like I feel like I want to be included more. Course that's kinda selfish. But I can't help but feel how I feel. Sometimes she does pictures for me and when she does I usually end up feeling very included. I guess it's not something easy to explain. I seem to be rambling on here... so I should probably just end this entry. But how I'm feeling like now when I say Antsy is related to this. Like now how I feel antsy because I see all this art and I want to be more included. So then sometimes I feel like asking her to do a picture for me or something which I know if I see her really wanting to do or liking to do it then I feel really good. But it also can make me feel bad for asking. Or make me feel a bit selfish as if I'm wanting or asking for too much. Meh... it's hard to explain these emotions sometimes. Meh...