Ok this is a complete weird blog, but I've been thinking about it; and also I need to clear my mind for the moment.

Love is everywhere, on tv, in books, outside, inside; we all crave it some way and for some reason. My question is why? Why do we all have the urge to be loved by someone? Personally I've never been *in* love, but I'm loved by my family. But what is it we crave the most? The love from family or the love from our other half, so to speak?

We all love our family, or someone in our family, or someone we consider family-- and yet we all crave for more love. Why? Me, I crave it but don't want it. I'm scared to love, I know personal statement but true. I want it but don't. Like I said this is totally random but has been on my thoughts, especially recently because in school it's been brought up a few times in conversations, that they're in love or out of love-- sometimes I envy sometimes I don't.

So my question is what do you think of Love?

So let's see how should I begin this new blog? hmm, oh I know My tummy hurts! So seriously it does. You know how you work on something soooo long and soooo hard and after you finally finish it your tummy hurts because you're soooo stressed from all that!? Well that's why my tummy hurts, I'm stressed out! and Why!? Because of Youtube! Yep!

Here's the story! I've been working on my last Bones video that I've made until the next hiatus, that's what I do now, make three new vids after every hiatus. Unless Requested of course. So anyway, last vid right!? And what happens my Sony Vegas crashes on me and deletes my video. RIGHT AFTER I FINISHED IT! So I had to REDUE it! ugh! Then after I re-did it I uploaded it to youtube! which declind it, so I tried again, and again. Still same reason, Audio Infrigeament, which I think is stupid since I bought the song! So after that I waited a day, and asked for help from my viewers and some came up with suggestions so I tried three more times only to get it deleted three more times! Finally I said screw it I'm going to upload it to a different site and I did!

Megaupload. Yeah, but I also had to make a new video to explain where my other video was sent to. lollll Yeah I'm stressed! So anyway Now I finally got both video's uploaded the (Message) one on youtube and the orginal Bones vid on megaupload. Soooooo... if you'd like to see it. here's the link.

http://www.megavideo.com/?v=OVHUQZ5U

If not it's ok! lol Just really here to vent out my stress, which helped a bit. Ok that's my story, talk to you later.

ok this is the deal, what you do is answer which one and then put your own this and that and continue on. So like say the question was Grey's Anatomy or ER I'll put Grey's and then make my own question. Buffy or Angel that sorta thing. Oh and you only pick one show per person.

So here I go. BONES

Bones or X-Files?

Booth or Hodgins?

Brennan or Angela?

Zack or Sweets?

Booth hot or not?

Hodgins hot or not?

Angela or Cam?

Cam or Goodman?

Ok who wants to take over and answer and now add there own?

It's actually fun we play this on youtube.