Pathetic little Jane... Can't be happy now, can you?

Well, I have good news and bad news. None of which are related to my life. Just with how I feel. And Charmed. Good news: I finished watchign season 6 in two days and I ABSOLUTELY LOVED IT! I loved it so much that it is now my favourite season in all television history. Even more favourite than Season 2 part 2 of One Tree Hill. Now that's something. I remembered that I liked a few episodes, but now that I have seen the whole season again and have watched it from a different point of view than the first time... (meaning Chris) I love it even more. And all of it, not just the couple of episodes. Though I gotta admit, 14-forward I like better. This probably has something to do with the fact that Chris is now my favourite character in all television history. Even better than... hm, what was my favourite character? *thinks* *thinks harder* *pause* I dunno, In my favourite shows I don't really have a favourite character, like in Bones, Lost (which is now NOT my fave) and Friends. They're just awesome. I don't have a fave on OTH either. Just J/P ship. The only two people I can remember now is Jenny from GG and Kat from The Cl.ass. Barney is something else. That's it. So, now I officially have a favourite character. I just love his story, his dialogues and I feel kind of sympathetic for him, I mean, c'mon, the guy travels back from the future to save his big brother who has tried to kill him several times and now has a forcefield against Chris for half the season, his own family doesn't trust him, he has to keep secrets all the time, he has to live with the fact that his mother was dead and now that she's alive something could happen to her, his father never gave him attention, his fiancee tries to kill him and then dies herself, oh, and by the way, he may not exist in the new timeline. Seriously, c'mon. I love him. (I forgot that he's always in his big brothers shadow. A perfect example is a dialogue between Chris, Piper and Paige in the start of 6x18. Love that scene "It's not like I don't have an inferiority complex with him already" "Do you have to keep rubbing that in?") He's amazing. He's awesome. He's great. I love him. He dies. He lives. He's complicated. He's a baby... and now the bad news: I am mad at Constance M. Burge or Aaron Spelling (or Drew!!) or whoever was responsible for Charmed, or season 7, or at least "Someone to Witch over me". I mean, he was such a great character and then he just disappears off the face off the Earth? Ok, I know he died and his story was told, but no, there was so much more to tell!!! I was so disappointed yesterday. A couple of days earlier I checked if Drew appeared in any episodes after season 6 finale, except the series finale, because I knew he appeared there and didn't have that much of a role except the whole "uncle Coop thing" (Forever Charmed is one of my favourite episodes. Actually, the favourite one of all the Charmed, because with all the others, I like one stroyline or scene, but here I like all of them.) So yeah, I was so excited about him appearing in 7x07 and the imdb summary was even so hope-giving that all it said was that Chris guides Leo through the most important moments of his life. Someone reeeally wanted to mess with me. 'Cause that "guiding" was about 3 min long!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so angry about that! I want to see more of Chris!!!!!!! So now I've seen all of the episodes he has ever been and it sucks. It doesn't satisfy my need for Chris. There's so much more to tell! Like, what was he doing when he first came back from the future? Where did he go? 'Cause he did something before coming to save Paige, I definitely know that. Is he together with Bianca in the future? I mean, in the new timeline where she's not dead, but grows up just as he does? (btw it was a real surprise to me that she was at least 5 years older than her) What was Leo like as a terrible father? How did the Event happen? What is his life now? Piper's still alive, obviously... Anyway, a week ago I was ok with the series ending, but now I want season 9!!! With Chris. Possibly about the future. Or something going wrong with the timeline and Chris having to go back again to fix it. I have imagined a few ways of how Chris could've told them about his parents differently. I WANT MORE OF CHRIS!!!

Yeah, I've been going on about Charmed for... quite a while. The point is, now I'm re-watching some of my favourite moments of Chris, but I feel empty. It was so great and there will be no more! I just wanna cry and cry and cry. This reminds me of how I cried hysterically for an hour because season 2 of OTH had ended, I couldn't get season 3 and Jake and Peyton had broken up and I had read that they get together in 3x19 and then "there's no Jake for 2 seasons". That was awful. And here I don't even have the hope that Chris will appear again someday, as I have with Jake and Peyton, since the show's not over yet and October Road (with Bryan Greenberg)has ended, because there will be no season9!!! Now I can only pray for season 9 to actually happen. Hey, if WInx Club got a 4th season, anything's possible, right? I just feel really sad. And that awful GG episode I just saw isn't making me feel any better. HIMYM kinda does though. But still, I WANT CHRIS! Meh, I'll just have to watch some movies with Drew. No, I can't do that... It will trash up my memory of Chris...But it would be good to see Drew again... He looks horrible with really short hair. SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHAT TO DO!

If you've made it this far, congratz, I hope you'll still be friends with me. It's amazing how long I can go on about one thing. Which is Chris.

Moving on, here's a gift for Poe. Who is curious about this Jared Clyde person. And Jeniette. (By the way, do you guys think that a person is a writer if they have never written anything (well, maybe just a couple of things), but have a lot of stories in their head? 'Cause she seems to think so. I don't.

Anyway, so, Jared. The story's called "Forbidden". Right now I'm thinking of stuff about it from a director's point of view. Well, maybe not. But I'm thinking of how it would look as a TV show. With the promos, the cliffhangers and everything. Right, back to the story. It's generally a love story about a teenage girl and a guy who's five years older than her. At the beginning of the story she's seventeen, has been assigned several month-long detention for something she didn't do, and guess what, she has to do detention as an assistant (sort of) to Jared, the intern at the school, doing chemistry stuff. (She sucks at chemistry btw. She later becomes a something related to chemistry though. Because he taught her well) So, yeah, they start out as friends, then start falling in love and sneak around. Then he becomes scared of what this could become and takes the promotion in New York (they live in San Francisco and no, this was not influenced by Charmed or Full House) and leaves her heartbroken (doesn't mean he isn't. He confesses he loves her just before he boards the plane).about 9 months pass (wow, I somehow came up with the trouble-giving number without realizing it until now, but no, she doesn't give birth, they have never slept with each other) and she is attacked with a knife. She loses a lot of blood, almost dies. With her last strength writes Jared's phone number ona a piece of paper she has memorized but has never called. Her mom, who hates him, by the way, 'cause c'mon, he's 5 years older than Jeniette, calls him and he immediatly comes all the way fom New York because of Jeniette. She lives. They stay together. Oh, and Jeniette's best friend (forgot her name) finally finds out who the mysterious boyfriend was. The mother doesn't know about how Jeniette and Jared met (namely school, a teadher-student situation). I won't tell the rest of the story now, but there is more.

Lame, huh? And cheesy. But no matter how bad the story is, it's become a big part of my life and I can't imagine my life without it. (just as without my Maron/Chiaki stories, as I revealed in the last blog) So, I hope you liked it, but if you didn't, please don't tell me that.

This has been a very long and rambly blog, but I gotta go to bed now. bye!

I LOVE CHRIS!