Well, I have good news and bad news. None of which are related to my life. Just with how I feel. And Charmed. Good news: I finished watchign season 6 in two days and I ABSOLUTELY LOVED IT! I loved it so much that it is now my favourite season in all television history. Even more favourite than Season 2 part 2 of One Tree Hill. Now that's something. I remembered that I liked a few episodes, but now that I have seen the whole season again and have watched it from a different point of view than the first time... (meaning Chris) I love it even more. And all of it, not just the couple of episodes. Though I gotta admit, 14-forward I like better. This probably has something to do with the fact that Chris is now my favourite character in all television history. Even better than... hm, what was my favourite character? *thinks* *thinks harder* *pause* I dunno, In my favourite shows I don't really have a favourite character, like in Bones, Lost (which is now NOT my fave) and Friends. They're just awesome. I don't have a fave on OTH either. Just J/P ship. The only two people I can remember now is Jenny from GG and Kat from The Cl.ass. Barney is something else. That's it. So, now I officially have a favourite character. I just love his story, his dialogues and I feel kind of sympathetic for him, I mean, c'mon, the guy travels back from the future to save his big brother who has tried to kill him several times and now has a forcefield against Chris for half the season, his own family doesn't trust him, he has to keep secrets all the time, he has to live with the fact that his mother was dead and now that she's alive something could happen to her, his father never gave him attention, his fiancee tries to kill him and then dies herself, oh, and by the way, he may not exist in the new timeline. Seriously, c'mon. I love him. (I forgot that he's always in his big brothers shadow. A perfect example is a dialogue between Chris, Piper and Paige in the start of 6x18. Love that scene "It's not like I don't have an inferiority complex with him already" "Do you have to keep rubbing that in?") He's amazing. He's awesome. He's great. I love him. He dies. He lives. He's complicated. He's a baby... and now the bad news: I am mad at Constance M. Burge or Aaron Spelling (or Drew!!) or whoever was responsible for Charmed, or season 7, or at least "Someone to Witch over me". I mean, he was such a great character and then he just disappears off the face off the Earth? Ok, I know he died and his story was told, but no, there was so much more to tell!!! I was so disappointed yesterday. A couple of days earlier I checked if Drew appeared in any episodes after season 6 finale, except the series finale, because I knew he appeared there and didn't have that much of a role except the whole "uncle Coop thing" (Forever Charmed is one of my favourite episodes. Actually, the favourite one of all the Charmed, because with all the others, I like one stroyline or scene, but here I like all of them.) So yeah, I was so excited about him appearing in 7x07 and the imdb summary was even so hope-giving that all it said was that Chris guides Leo through the most important moments of his life. Someone reeeally wanted to mess with me. 'Cause that "guiding" was about 3 min long!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so angry about that! I want to see more of Chris!!!!!!! So now I've seen all of the episodes he has ever been and it sucks. It doesn't satisfy my need for Chris. There's so much more to tell! Like, what was he doing when he first came back from the future? Where did he go? 'Cause he did something before coming to save Paige, I definitely know that. Is he together with Bianca in the future? I mean, in the new timeline where she's not dead, but grows up just as he does? (btw it was a real surprise to me that she was at least 5 years older than her) What was Leo like as a terrible father? How did the Event happen? What is his life now? Piper's still alive, obviously... Anyway, a week ago I was ok with the series ending, but now I want season 9!!! With Chris. Possibly about the future. Or something going wrong with the timeline and Chris having to go back again to fix it. I have imagined a few ways of how Chris could've told them about his parents differently. I WANT MORE OF CHRIS!!!

Yeah, I've been going on about Charmed for... quite a while. The point is, now I'm re-watching some of my favourite moments of Chris, but I feel empty. It was so great and there will be no more! I just wanna cry and cry and cry. This reminds me of how I cried hysterically for an hour because season 2 of OTH had ended, I couldn't get season 3 and Jake and Peyton had broken up and I had read that they get together in 3x19 and then "there's no Jake for 2 seasons". That was awful. And here I don't even have the hope that Chris will appear again someday, as I have with Jake and Peyton, since the show's not over yet and October Road (with Bryan Greenberg)has ended, because there will be no season9!!! Now I can only pray for season 9 to actually happen. Hey, if WInx Club got a 4th season, anything's possible, right? I just feel really sad. And that awful GG episode I just saw isn't making me feel any better. HIMYM kinda does though. But still, I WANT CHRIS! Meh, I'll just have to watch some movies with Drew. No, I can't do that... It will trash up my memory of Chris...But it would be good to see Drew again... He looks horrible with really short hair. SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHAT TO DO!

If you've made it this far, congratz, I hope you'll still be friends with me. It's amazing how long I can go on about one thing. Which is Chris.

Moving on, here's a gift for Poe. Who is curious about this Jared Clyde person. And Jeniette. (By the way, do you guys think that a person is a writer if they have never written anything (well, maybe just a couple of things), but have a lot of stories in their head? 'Cause she seems to think so. I don't.

Anyway, so, Jared. The story's called "Forbidden". Right now I'm thinking of stuff about it from a director's point of view. Well, maybe not. But I'm thinking of how it would look as a TV show. With the promos, the cliffhangers and everything. Right, back to the story. It's generally a love story about a teenage girl and a guy who's five years older than her. At the beginning of the story she's seventeen, has been assigned several month-long detention for something she didn't do, and guess what, she has to do detention as an assistant (sort of) to Jared, the intern at the school, doing chemistry stuff. (She sucks at chemistry btw. She later becomes a something related to chemistry though. Because he taught her well) So, yeah, they start out as friends, then start falling in love and sneak around. Then he becomes scared of what this could become and takes the promotion in New York (they live in San Francisco and no, this was not influenced by Charmed or Full House) and leaves her heartbroken (doesn't mean he isn't. He confesses he loves her just before he boards the plane).about 9 months pass (wow, I somehow came up with the trouble-giving number without realizing it until now, but no, she doesn't give birth, they have never slept with each other) and she is attacked with a knife. She loses a lot of blood, almost dies. With her last strength writes Jared's phone number ona a piece of paper she has memorized but has never called. Her mom, who hates him, by the way, 'cause c'mon, he's 5 years older than Jeniette, calls him and he immediatly comes all the way fom New York because of Jeniette. She lives. They stay together. Oh, and Jeniette's best friend (forgot her name) finally finds out who the mysterious boyfriend was. The mother doesn't know about how Jeniette and Jared met (namely school, a teadher-student situation). I won't tell the rest of the story now, but there is more.

Lame, huh? And cheesy. But no matter how bad the story is, it's become a big part of my life and I can't imagine my life without it. (just as without my Maron/Chiaki stories, as I revealed in the last blog) So, I hope you liked it, but if you didn't, please don't tell me that.

This has been a very long and rambly blog, but I gotta go to bed now. bye!

I LOVE CHRIS!

Well, some of you might have noticed that I changed my banner and icon. Made both myself. The icon is od Peyton of One Tree Hill and the banner is of (from left): Emma Watson (Hermione Granger from Harry Potter series), Hilarie Burton (Peyton Sawyer from OTH), Jessica Stroup (Silver (Erin Silver) from 90210), Nana Kitade (singer), Taylor Momsen (Jenny Humphrey from Gossip Girl) and Lizzy Caplan (Kat Warbler from The Cl.ass). Those are my favourite girls right now. I'm currently making icons featuring Peyton with/without Jake, Here's the 4 I have now. I'm not as good at making them as other though (and it's almost impossible to find a pic of Peyton and Jake together). Tell me which one you like best.

I've also been designing a few things. You'll see them when they're done. Gosh, I really hope I don't suck, otherwise I'll have wasted a lot of time I could've spent watching TV shows, speaking of, I'll get Charmed season 6 today, YAY!!!!!! I LOVE Chris!

Still sick, still coughing and been tortured with constantly freezing hands. I actually wear mittens indoors.

I just realized that IMO Madonna - Rain is one fo the most beautiful songs I know. Noth the ones I like best, but just so fulfilling, gentle, one you can just close your eyes and listen to and it gives you emotional pleasure and... Just amazing. It's also my favourite of her songs that I've heard.

I'm getting kinda used to the new layout, but still don't really like it. I MISS SMILIES!!!!!!!!!

QUIZ TIME!!!!!! Let's see, which one will we choose? Oh, a quiz stolen from Ivy! (Actually I have two others from her, but they're about school, so... But maybe I'll do them anyways. )

Random, random, random.

Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
Do you know who you're talking to? This girl doesn't smoke, doesn't drink alcohol, doesn't do drugs. Heck, she doesn't even cheat on homework.

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with an A, D, or M?
Sorry, never been kisse.

Were you happy when you woke up today?
As happy as I can get. I had had a dream featuring the Halliwell sisters, life saving (I was the hero), Emma Watson, Brooke from OTH, married to Hodgins, abig slide, Kat wandering around and Annie breaking up with Ty. It doesn't get any better than that (except that I want Hodgela to get back together, Hodgins is way too old for Brooke!). Plus, I knew that I'd get Charmed today and it was WARM in my bed!

Who's birthday is coming up right away?
No idea. Wait, isn't Hermione's birthday in Spetember?

Are you single or taken right now?
As single as anyone can get. No flings, no flirt.

Is there someone who you can spend every minute with and be happy?
TV shows.

Next time you will kiss someone?
When I get better I'll kiss my mom goodnight.

Where was your default picture taken?
I want to say an empty room where I shot my video, where it was romantic, but I'll have to say my living room.

Who all is in your house right now?
Me and my two sisters.

Has anyone ever called you perfect before?
I dunno.

Who is the craziest on your top friends?
Gix. And Jess. And Kay. And if you call smart sarcasm crazy, then Poe (Moe).

What is the last thing you got in trouble for with your parents?
*shocked* I have never been in trouble with my parents! *offended back-turning*

Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided seeing them?
Sure.

Do you know anyone with such a terribly annoying voice, that you can't even stand?
Oh yeah, myself. Ghost!

What were you doing at 10 am?
Sweetly sleeping.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone after midnight?
On the phone? I don't use phone much for talking... My dad, I guess. My mom yelled at him for calling so late. (My parents are divorced, but get along great. Usually )

What are you hiding from your parents that you hope they never find out?
Some things I did when I was really young and regret. It seemed like a great adventure at the time. (I was 7-10)

Are you allowed to stay up later than 10pm on a weeknight?
*cough*Since I no longer go to school I'm allowed to stay up howerver long I want. Though my mom wants me to get ready for bed before she goes to sleep, because to get to my room I ahve to go through hers*cough*

Is there someone you wish you were still close with?
My cousin. He used to be my BFF but now we hardly talk. I guess the only thing keeping us together was the games, but still..

Did you go to sleep happy last night?
I had made a banner I wasmore or less satisfied at last and I knew that I'd get Charmed today, so yeah. Actually, for the last week I've been going to bed happy every night. 'Cause I think of what I'm gonna do the next day.(it includesthe computer. wait,no, it's all computer lol)

How do you handle/let go of stress?
I don't let it out and become depressed. Wait, what stress? *confused*

Has anyone ever told you they're in love with you?
IN love? No. LOVE? Yeah.

Do you believe in true love?
Oh, yeah. I just hope I get to experience it sometime. I have loads of fanfictions in my head about true love.

When was the last time you were disappointed?
Today when my mom told beI colour like a 1st grader.

Do you miss your past?
I want to relive it. If I can change everything. Otherwise, no, i don't miss it, I don't want to remember it.

Would you date someone if they were hideous, but had the perfect personality?
I would like to say yes, but I think it would be maybe overestimating my abilities. I dunno, I've never dated.

Which TV show(s) have you seen pretty much every episode of?
*sighs* do I have to do this?Ok, this is random: Friends, Lost, Charmed, Chuck, The Cl.ass How I Met Your Mother, Kamikaze Kaitou Jeanne, Wedding Peach, Bones, Dexter's Lanboratory , almost One Tree Hill, Gossip Girl, Back To You, New Amsterdam, Powerpuff Girls, Pushing Daisies, Reaper, Samantha Who?, SO Little Time, Studio 60 on the Sunset Strip, W.I.T.C.H., Winx Club. Maybe I've forgotten something, Iwould like to say that I plan to watch every episode of new shows and I might have not seen a couple of last episodes of some of these shows after the strike.

Honestly has anyone ever seen you in your underwear?
Yeah, my family.

Honestly, if you could go back 5 months and change something would you?
Just one thing? No. It all? Yes. I would like to relive my camp. or not. I hope I could make it better. If not, I don't want to go back there. *crawls up in a corner and starts to cry, 'cause the memories are eating her up*

Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
Oh, c'mon, it's me! There's not anyone who doesn't like me, they just don't care enough to dislike me!

Is there anybody you wish you could be with right now?
Gix. Or Jill. Or Poe. Or Jess. Or Kay. Or Daria. Or Emma Watson. *ducks down to avoid fans throwing things because she didn't say David Boreanaz in his bathtub*

Have you ever dated a friend's ex?
How many times do I have to say, I have not dated at all!

Do you believe ex's can be friends?
Sure. Just look at, um... Someone. Oh, Ross and Rachel!

Have you fixed friendships with anyone lately?
Um, no...

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
I'm more of a girl person. I get nervous around guys. I like female celebrities more than male celebrities too. So I would have to say... my dad. No, David Cook! He lifts me up. And Drew Fuller, 'cause he's my fave char on Charme-- Strike that. If fictional men count, then I would choose... no, not Jake. He left Peyton. I'll hate him till he comes back (him, not them). Chiaki Nagoya from Kaitou Jeanne. He really means a lot to me. I have fanficced so many stories about his adventures with time-traveling to be with Maron, I don't know what I'd do without him. Same thing goes for Jared Clyde, which is my own fictional character. Dunno what I'd do without them.

So there, now you know me a little better and don't want to be friends with me anymore because of that. kidding, you probably want to know even more about me. Bye!

Well, I do NOT like the new layout, I wouldn't even if it was working perfectly and the PM system wouldn't be broken. There's a million things that were better in the old version. Profile, for example. It doesn't bother me, but a lot of people don't like their birthdate and other personal info displayed. You can only see 4 of other people's blogs on your profile and they don't have comments attached to them, so what if you want to find out how many comments there are without going to the actual blog? Also, there's only 3 of your own blogs displayed, but that's the least of the problems. It really bothers me that I can't see how many contributions other people have made, just with the emblems. What if I want to find out how many of them the person have been rejected? Or pending? That sucks. Also, I can't see how many reviews I have, just with multiplying how many pages I have with 5. Sucks. I also hate that I can't see my own submissions properly. It only shows one page of them, even when I click on a specific show. Sucks.

Now, the show pages. Cool that every episode has it's own banner as it is with some shows, but you can only see a couple of top contributors and on the main page you can only see ONE episode and only the one that's gonna air next or if there aren't any, the last one. It was so much better when I could quickly see when the show las aired and when the new espidoes are coming! SUCKS! And don't even get me started on forums.

I HATE THE WHITE! I HATE THE LAYOUT! I'M NOT GLAD WE HAD A REVOLUTION! Plus, the smilies don't work. SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Moving on, I am completely and totally sick. My throat is really sore, I can barely speak, my nose is full, I can barely breathe and I sneeze a lot and my hands are always freezing.

Another thing: I GAINED 32% IN ONE NIGHT! IN LEVEL 14/15! That's gotta be an accomplishment for me, really. I didn't even get that much more in level 10 when the leveling system had been down for months and was always level 1 or 0 and then they rewarded me for it! And this is 4 levels more harder! But, I guess that could be only the new layout rewardment or something.

Another thing: I texted Gix a lot this morning. Texting toother countries is fun! Especially while they are in school.

I finished one of the designs I wanted to show Gix. I'll show the grayscaled versionn here, just remember that I can't draw and the body is totally not what I wanted. She looks like a doll. Anyway, I'm gonna do a couple more and those will be drawn on anorexic-looking Winx Club girls. Seriously, I ahve about 20-30 poses printed out of those.

http://i140.photobucket.com/albums/r5/one-take-jeanne/Designs/design1grayscale.jpg

Reviews...

90210 was good. Haven't watched Privileged yet. Bones was funny.

QUIZ TIME!!!!!!!!!!

ALTERNATIVE

[ ] Breaking Benjamin

[x] Paramore

[ ] The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

[x] Linkin Park (only sometimes)

[ ]The Academy Is...

[x]Coldplay (a couple of songs)

[ ]Three Days Grace

[ ]Yellowcard

[x]30 Seconds to Mars

[ ] Rise Against

TOTAL SO FAR:4

COUNTRY

[] Rascal Flatts

[ ] Carrie Underwood

[] Leanne Rimes

[ ] Garth Brooks

[] Dixie Chicks

[ ] Kenny Chesney

[] Tim McGraw

[x] Faith Hill (couple of songs)

[x] Shania Twain (long long time ago)

TOTAL SO FAR:6

"EMO" MUSIC

[ ] Hawthorne Heights

[ ] Panic! At The Disco

[ ] From First to Last

[ ] Senses Fail

[ ] Underoath

[ ] Something Corporate

[ ] Hit The Lights

[ ] Silverstein

[ ] Dear Whoever

[ ] Chiodos

TOTAL SO FAR:6

INDIE

[ ] The Hush Sound

[ ] Eisley

[ ] Death Cab for Cutie

[x] Dashboard Confessional (couple of songs)

[ ] The Killers

[ ] Yeah Yeah Yeahs

[ ] Hot Hot Heat

[ ] Gym Cla$$ Heroes

[ ] Franz Ferdinand

[ ] Modest Mouse

TOTAL SO FAR:7

METAL

[ ] Slipknot

[ ] System of a Down

[ ] Disturbed

[ ] Metallica

[ ] Guns n' Roses

[ ] Lamb of God

[ ] Slayer

[ ] Atreyu

[ ] Killswitch Engage

[ ] Avenged Sevenfold

[ ] CKY

TOTAL SO FAR:7

POP

[ ] Teddy Geiger

[x] Ashlee Simpson

[x] Kelly Clarkson (couple of songs)

[ ] Jesse McCartney

[x] Avril Lavigne (some songs)

[ ] Pink(eww, no!)

[x] Natasha Bedingfield (Hell yeah! *sings Silent Moviewhich is currently favourite song and then rememebers that she can't sing with that throat*

[x] Mcfly (c'mon, how can you NOT like McFly? )

[x] Jonas Brothers (Camp Rock, yeah!)

TOTAL SO FAR: 13

SCREAMO

[ ] job for a cowboy

[ ] drop dead gorgeous

[ ] Blessthefall

[ ] the devil wears prada

[ ] bring me the horizon

[ ] Dance Club Massecure

[ ] Preschool Tea Party Massecure

[ ] Scary Kids Scaring Kids

TOTAL SO FAR: 13

RAP (no rap for me!)

[ ] nas

[ ] Paul Wall

[ ] 2pac

[ ] mims

[ ] Ludacris

[ ] Lil' Jon

[ ] Outkast (is that rap? hadn't noticed watching Hey Ya)

[ ] 50 Cent

[ ] birdman

[ ] three 6 mafia

[ ] lil wayne

TOTAL SO FAR:13

SKA

[ ] Rancid

[ ] The Aquabats

[ ] Sublime

[x] No Doubt (only sometimes)

[ ] Reel Big Fish

[ ] Mustard Plug

TOTAL SO FAR:14

MODERN ROCK

[ ] Taking Back Sunday

[ ] All American Rejects

[ ] Motion City Soundtrack

[ ] Angels and Airwaves

[ ] Evanescence

[x] My Chemical Romance (sometimes *tries to sing I don't love you, but soon stops*

[ ] Drowning Pool

[x] Green Day (mm, Wake Me Up When September Ends... *remembers that she has to practice guitar*

[ ] Blink 182

TOTAL SO FAR:16

CLA$$iC ROCK (nop, don't likebands older than the 90s. Those I just love)

[ ] The Beatles

[ ] Led Zeppelin

[ ] Black Sabbath

[ ] The Rolling Stones

[ ] The Who

[ ] Pink Floyd

[ ] Meat Loaf

[ ] Queen

[ ]Poison

[ ] AC-DC

[ ] Journey

TOTAL: 16. Wow, I really don't like music, do I? Wait, I told Jill I did...

Oh well, I'd like to add a couple more things to this list:

OTHER

[x]David Cook

[x]Nana Kitade

[x]Puffy AmiYumi

[x]Tyler Hilton

[x]Switchfoot

[x]Daughtry

[x]Backstreet Boys

[x]Bryan Adams

[x]The Corrs

[x]The Story Of The Year

[x] B*Witched

[x]Cinema Bizzare

[x]D-Side

[x]High School Musical Soundtrack

[x]Hanson

[x]Jordin Sparks

[x]Houko Kuwashima

[x]Lindsay Lohan

[x]Loona

[x]Nickelback

[x]Nightwish

[x]Jewel

[x]Phil Collins

[x]Snow Patrol

[x]Sunrise Avenue

[x]Stanfour

[x]Take That

[x]Westlife

[x]Within Temptation

TOTAL: 45. Ha!