Honestly I have no clue where that came from, it just started spilling out from between my ears and through my fingertips and smashed into my keyboards keys. I wish I could hand write things again, but lately my handwriting pisses me off and I end up more angry then feeling better after a long thought spilling session. Plus I hate pens sometimes. I hate the way some words look on paper, and half the time I wonder if I'm even spelling words right because it doesn't look like I'm writing them correctly.

 I'm a horrible thinker sometimes, because I honestly think waaaay too much. I'm a pessimist and I hypochondriac, I think I'm dying of  brain tumor because I keep getting headaches, but most likely it's due to the fact that I don't take my contacts out everynight. Which isn't any healthier.  

My New Years resolutions are nothing special, same as everyone elses to get fit, be happy, and live life to the fullest I'm sure. But this year I promise myself I won't give two **** about what anyone has to say about me. It's pretty much a giant middle finger to most of the people I've left behind.  New Years was great. I went to Daytona. Met some cool people hung out with Markus, Jesse, Jen, Jessica, and Mickey, and met some new friends of theirs. Pretty much stayed at Markus's new place.

So yea, if you want to know about my New Years, I'll try to remember what I can...which is pretty  much most of it, because you know anything about me you know I don't drink. I'm pretty sure plenty of people tried to get me wasted, hahahaha didn't work. Pretty much only 5 people (apart from the 20+/- I spent NYE with) know about my New Years, and they can laugh along with me as I think of what happened...muwahahahahaha.