Okay, so I have a temper, and I'm not good at controlling myself. Uusally when someone upsets me, I just turn around and walk away to take a deep breath and calm down...

The bad thing I did today? I kicked a student out of the OR. Not literally kicked him, I just pointed towards the door and told him to get out enough times so that he knew I really wasn't joking. The thing is I couldn't leave because I was the one doing the surgery. I was a bit stressed with his behavior aforehand with the hovering too close, talking too loudly and too much, but still that doesn't justify it. I know I over-reacted... I cut my finger during the surgery and he started making fun of it, and since I couldn't go anywhere and I didn't feel like being made fun of as my finger bled, I just told him to get out. I felt much better for the rest of the surgery, but now I have a guilty conscience.

Is my lunatic advisor rubbing off on me, maybe? hehe I have no idea... I know I have to appologize to the other resident, because the boy I threw out was his "intern", but I'm not sure about appologizing to the boy... I don't know... Anyways, tomorrow is another day and another chance to get yelled at by my supervisor, hehe. Thefun never stops, right?

Oh, just so theres something TV related in this blog, I'm trying to download the rest of the Mentalist to watch.. I saw the first 10 minutes and it seemed like something I'd like to watch.

Saw an ep of Prison Break this weekend and realized I have no idea what's going on there, but I was really upset to hear they'd killed the doc.

Anyways, good night to all, happy dreams of tv's and channel surfing.

Hugs!