Hey guys, hey guys,

I'm bored this morning, so I figured, hey why not post my all-time 2nd blog post!

Here we go again, year after year, january and february are 2 awful months for me...

Every year I go through a phase where I feel everything in my life is going wrong, everything is fragile, everything needs some change, wether its school, work, friends, girlfriend, etc.

Now that I just recently started going over that phase for this year, I caught a gastro at the beginning of the week....  I spent 2 days being so sick I could barely walk!  All I could do was vomit, drink some Gatorade to stay somewhat hydrated and play the waiting game...  missed 2 days of work because of that.

Now yesterday I went back to work for the first time this week, and guess what?

Well maybe, first of all, I should specify that I'm a nurse (male, yeah) working in pschiatric emergency...

So yeah, guess what?  When I got there yesterday morning, we had several patients who still had gastro, so everyone (me included) was panicked in fear of (re-)getting it.  So while we were working on putting in place ways of stopping the transmission chain, a patient jumps on me out of the blue and punches me in the face, on the left eye/nose.  I barely had the time to push him on a wall and pull him to the floor with me before he throws a kick in my chest, that deflected from my chest to under my right eye.  Lucky for me, people heard me yell and came to help me control the guy, but that was the end of my day...  at 10:30 in the morning!

I spent the rest of my day seeing 2 doctors, waiting for policemen to file charges for assault on that patient, write down my deposition and my incident papers for work....

Now I'm on an "accident at work" leave until monday...  which means that this weak, excluding monday, I'll only have worked 2:30...  but I love my job!!!

Damn I'm bored and sick of all this, I want things to go back on tracks...

And my g/f was very moody last night, when she got in from work at 22:00 I managed to somehow piss her off in the first 15 minutes, she barely talked to me after.

Ah well, "Life is life, oh oh ohohhhhh" they say!

Have a good day, fellas

As some of you might know, I'm a shy guy in real life.  It is a lot better than it once was, but still...  For example, for the girlfriends I've had in the past, the relations always started slowly...  I'd meet the girl, get to know her slowly, over a 2-3 month span..  Then eventually I'd ask her out for supper or something.

But tonight, things changed!  There's this restaurant near my place when my parents go often, and I go with them about once a week (friday night, if I don't work...).  So anyways, for the last 2 months, we were often served by this new, pretty hot young waitress.  After 2-3 times, my mom started telling me "hey, I really think she's into you..  she looks at you often, she goes out of her way to come clean our table, etc. bu tonly when you're there..."  So anyways, I didn,t believe her at first, but over time I started noticing it too.

So for the past 2 weeks, I tried to go there 2-3 nights a week, grab a coffee and read a book, hoping she'd be working and we could talk a bit.  Well tonight, it all happened.  We started talking, she started telling me about some personnal stuff, and that because of that personnal stuf she has to move right away.  Tomorrow is her last shift at that restaurant.  But all the while, she was being super nice, telling stuff you usually don,t tell to a complete stranger, (recent break-up, for example)...  And she kept telling me "damn, it's only the first time we really talk and tomorrow is my last shift, that's sad..."  And really, she said it 3-4 times.   So I figured, what the hell..  She's interesing me, she seems to be interested (either that or she's a tease with me), so I thought "hey, if you're gonna blow this, at least do all that has to be done"

So when it was time to pay, I went to another waitress I've known for a long time (family friend) and asked her for her pen, and wrote my number down on a piece of paper...  Then went to my cute waitress, and after tipping her I told her "by the way...  if you're free somenight, you could call me up, we'll go talk and have a coffee!"

I was really stressed out (not used to being that "outgoing" with girls I barely know, and shy), so it was awkward, but hey I'm really glad I did it!  I went over something I was really stressed (almost scared) of doing, and I finally went over my shyness...  This may lead to nothing because I wasn,t too good at what I did, but I guess by doing it a couple times I'll get more comfortable and eventually I might get something with one of them!