I think everybody (or those who had read my last blog anyway) already knows this is my last year in high school and I have a hell lot of stuff to do. I had to minimize my gaming time to like 2-4 hrs a week (which is terrible!) But I guess that doesn't matter anyway.
Thing is, being the last year before college means my grades matters a lot. If I don't get good grades, I can't get into a good university. I'm an editor of the school magazine and honestly, I wish I hadn't accepted that stupid job. It takes a big bite out of my time and I have 10 subjects to study. Trying to get 10As is what I want to do, but seeing how terrible I am doing now, I think that dream is still pretty far away from coming true. The final exams is about 7 months away, which is not a lot of time for me. I currently take an extra Japanese class which I think I'm gonna quit soon to concentrate on my school work. Another really hard thing for me is I can't seem to concentrate on my history lessons.. I keep going into dreamland...
I don't know why I just can't concentrate...
There are several subjects that I have to get down, History, Physics and math. These 3 are the subjects that I need to study more before I can gurantee an A. Most of my other subjects are okay. What I hate about history is I keep forgetting the guys names and stuff, it's like everytime I think "this is easy" and then seconds later I go "oh Sh-- I forgotten his name". I really hate this. There's too much memorization and not enough understanding, this is why I'm good in my science, but have problems with some of the others, espeacially history. There's NO UNDERSTANDING whatsoever, it's just pure memorization. You have to know the guys name, what he did, etc. That's just bull****. It's like memorizing some geek's diary. It's boring.
A whole lot of great games are coming out this year, but I simply don't have a lot of time to play. Squeezing cram school, extra classes, etc. and having fun at the same time just isn't going to happen. Well I guess I'm gonna have to suffer for another 7 months..