Hey everyone.

Its been over a month and sooooo much has happened, (ignore the fact that there is only two numbers)

Not in any order....

#1) I graduated!!

(me on the left and my friend Kristin)

On thursday may 28th we had grad practice were we went throu the cerimony, like the walking parts. More on graduation will come later on.

#2) after my last post Rocky and I were hanging out a lot. His old house was empty and we would go there and watch movies and fool around (cloths on btw).

On may 24th we were laying around watching a movie and he said "I'm all yours if you'll be all mine." I jsut stared at him. he had said he didnt want anything so of course I was really confused. long story shortish I said yes, and we started dating. thinds at school got a bit better. he came over to my study hall and i 'helped' him study. Then another day I helped him study for his Economics final. we walked to ****s. and on the last day of school he evern hugged me, after some prompting.

Graduationg day he picked me up and we went and got some breakfest and went to graduation. I got pulled into tons of picks with him and his/ mine-ish friends. then afterwards I found him and he kissed me infort of everyone, which I took as a great sign.

My graduation party was right after graduation so i went home to my party. He kept saying how he was so upset that I couldnt go to dinner with his family cuz i had to be at my party.

When he finally showed up at my party he laid on my porch swing for pretty much the whole time. I was gettting kinda upset. then out of nowhere he starts saying how we shouldnt be together. like before. Im like are you kiding me?! your breaking up with me at my on f-ing party?!

I gave him back his stuff and he left. I went inside and cryed. my sister called my mom. and all my brothers and my dad wanted to go kill him. everyone kept asking me why he did it. and I didnt have an answer.

That night was the seroir party, and I went pretty much to show that I was fine. when I got ther I told my friends and they all wanted to kill him. then people kept asking me where he was, and that just made it hurt more. Then one of his friends tyler said how he felt like jerk for not warning me.

the next day I went to wal mart and cut my hair. after I met him to give him his last shirt I had, I txted him and we talked bout it all. we talked over the next few days. i just wanted to know why he did it. he said how he thought we could maybe get back together, but he had something to tell me.

Then on this past thursday i asked him if he wanted to see a movie. in the car before we would hold hands but i didnt know what to do. after a long strech of scilence i siad howi felt like i should say something but didnt know what to say. he said he felt the same way. he said needed to tell me something and dependeding on how i reacted was whether we would get back together.

on the way he ended up gettin a ticket for speeding, so we eneded up just going back to his place. when we got top his place we watched a movie and we started kissing. I pushed him off me and said i could go along with anmything till i knew where we stood. he said he was sorry. then asked me if i wanted to 're date' him. it was cute.

i ended up finding out the thing he had to tell me, and said i was ok with it. so we had been back together for 5 days and we are great. found out we both like hot tubes