a lot of stuff is so new I'm glad to come back to it, I'm extremely sorry I've been off so long, I played the crap out of GTA and Metal Gear for the past ten weeks lately I got my last year of school coming up and I should've been on when my birthday's passed the eighth I'm eighteen now, all I was up to is making pics, I'm trying to be a photographer someday but I'm still trying to keep those dreams alive, but I'm making a full comeback soon guys, I promise and not only I'm getting Dead Space, Saints Row 2, Resident Evil 5, but the amount of stuff on my wish list is ri-frikkin-diculous xD!! but back to what I said eariler I make excellent photos so brand new banners and avatar's are coming in the weeks ahead also update my games section so PLEASE CHECK THAT OUT XD I'm still scared of getting modded but I'm wise enough to get back on the boards and meet new people, I really hope you can forgive me, my friends always take most of my time, I'm working on getting Playstation Newwork by next year you should be able to chat with me there, I got a myspace to so anyone can ask, just send me a request alright, by far it's been the best summer of my life, I hope to come back on GS, full swing I can't thank you guys enough in the past lolz! so what's up everybody, how's it going?

I squared away all my problems and locked myself in my room for a the last few days with GTA IV and the volume up, I swear that game is so killer sick like crack cocaine or maybe gin mixed with juice or something but I dunno, I'm having a real ball even though I beat it, it's still eating away at my soul, I'm doing a whole lot better now and I got something to share with you guys, I'm about to be a uncle, yes my brother's having a baby, I've never been this happy before, ever in my life, GTA just dumbedthe pain away xD it's so good to come back to all this even if a few things bugged me, the past is the past and I can learned I can change, and I really learned a lot from all my friends by far, I feel really good today so if you wanna message me take a shot lolz

I'm been gone a long time because I'm just completely and emotionally drained, ppl just treat me like s*** left and right, I dunno what to think, and my best friend, who I really cared for just recently passed away so I've been thinking of some bad things right now like suicide, because I blame myself for what happened, and it shoulda been me. Also I'm not getting any support from nobody and my mother hates me so it's hard to talk to her or anybody about this, so now I'm really confused and I dunno what else to do with myself but I'm trying real hard not to kick myself day-by-day but it's only getting worse! Man, I just need someone to talk to....please