Hello brothers and sisters !!!!!
I am in such a good mood right now. I am a bit hung over. Had 3 red bulls, coffe, smoked sheesha and this alcoholic drink called Sakey...it's Japanease. Yep what an unhealthy night I have had right 
You see the thing is, this week has been tough. Bio test which I f*cked up with ridiculous answers, Maths test which I know I failed and gum stuck to my butt. Okay this was like the third time gum gets stuck to my butt and I'm starting to think it's not an accident. I also got gum in my hair when I was blonde. GRRRRR MEAN PEOPLE GRRRR
Remember my earliest blog posts ? The whole me popular/coming out and Ashton/Amanda drama ? It was a year ago ! It was the reason why I decided to lay low and let go of my popularity. Apparently the seventh graders want to annoy me because of the things they heard about me.
As you can see all this stress would lead to my crazy night tonight. I went out with Adam ,Selena ( I thought Selena has left forever but turns out she came back ) and Adam's sister. Before we went out, Adam ( the other Adam obviousley ) came over and we started drinking the drinks he brought. I did not know it was that strong. A few sips and we got kind of dizzy. Adam came up to me and sat next to me. The drink kind of turned me on so I touched his leg. He didn't stop me but so I did other stuff After like two minutes he was like WTF ?! I said what ? He said I'm not gay
I felt so embarresed ! The shock that came from him saying that sobered me up. After that incidence coffe was necessary. After a while he just forgot about it. It wasn't my fault 
I was drunk and tired and the whole not doing it with Ali thing has had a strong unexpected effect on me. It's normal right ? I'm fifteen. This sort of sh!t is supposed to happen......I think.
After the whole drinking at the house thing, we met up with Selena at Al-Kout. Remember when I told you in my previous blogs that I kind of liked her. Well I kind of do. I sat there, I flirted, she flirted and played hard to get. We laughed. She touched my hand and before we left she hugged me. Adam got pissed. Turns out he's crazy about her. God, I hope I don't get sucked into another love traingle. The whole Sarah/Nick/Me thing last year was enough and the Juliana/Me/Faisal traingle ruined my friendship with Faisal. NO MORE LOVE TRIANGLES !
When Selena left she needed credit so I gave her money for credit, people looked at her and thought she was a hooker That was so embarresing !!!!!
So, today was fun but very awkward at some points but I guess the more I do now the less learning about life I have to do later right ?
Fawaz ?! Yeah what happened to him ? Well he's graduating today so I guess our date has to get postponed for a while.
Gym boy ? He's looking extra cute lately, so yummy, man if only I could find out what his name is and not call him gym boy.
Jessica and Rebecka ? Still not talking to them.
Ali number one and Ahmad ? We are growing apart.
You know what ! This is life. Like what Peyton said in One Tree Hill " People always Leave "
I'm over the whole stress everything out drama I'm very good at. From now on I take it easy. Baby steps for everything. I need to suxceed in my studies and lose weight. Speaking of losing weight, the doctor decided I can have the surgery. Intra balloon thingy. It's not dangerous, it's a ten minute procedure and it dosen't leave scars. I need this guys ! I really do and I appreciate your support and concerns. I love you all so much 
There was this " Izonica " thing at school which is kind of like a fashion show and my sister participated and she looked gorgeous and then after that she won second place in a swimming competion and she's my youngest sister and I'm so proud of her ! Shocked and proud !
T.v world
I still didn't watch the Heroes finale episodes. I can't wait to see them. I heard Tracy is alive and more powerful. That's awesome ! I looooove Ali Larter
Can't wait for Lost's new episode.
Dollhouse tommorow !!!!!
Amercian Idol ? GO ALLISON !!
Rewatching One Tree Hill !! Naley, always and forever !
Movie world :
THE UNINVITED : A story about a girl who's mother died in an explosion. The girl starts suspecting that her mother's death was no accident and somehow it's linked to her dad's girlfriend Rachel, who was her sick mother's nanny. Along with her sister she starts uncovering Rachel's dark past.
This movie has one of the most shocking endings ever. On the scare scale I would give it 8 out of 10 which is great.
Amusement : 3 girls, one mad man. Only one makes it out alive ! You need to watch this. If your scared of clowns,mansions and scary laughs then beware.
Not the best storyline but very scary. 7 out 10 in the scare factor.
I still need to watch :
The new X-men movie
The Fast and Furious four
Monster Vs. Aliens
Music world :
Busta Rhymes " Boom Boom Pow " remix is awesome.
Ahsley Tisdale with a hot new track " It's alirght, it's okay "
Check out Kate Voegele who was feautred on One Tree Hill.
LIFE TOPIC !!! : Boundaries !
Everything has to have boundaries. Everyone needs self control. How can you set boundaries for yourself and suxceed at sticking to them ?
Top ten :
Top ten t.v actresses :
10. Mischa Barton from The O.C
9. Courtney Cox from Friends
8. Holly Marie Combs from Charmed
7. Lisa Kudrow from Friends
6. Bethany Joy from One Tree Hill
5. Ali Larter from Heroes
4. Alsyon Hannigon from Buffy the vampire slayer and How I met your mother
3. Eliza Dushku from Buffy,Angel,Tru calling and Dollhouse
2. Katherine Heigl from Grey's anatomy
1. Sarah Michelle Gellar from Buffy the vampire slayer
Congratualtions to Ellen Pompeo and Sarah Michelle Gellar who are both pregnant !
Character of the week :
Seth from The O.C !!!
Show of the week :
Srubs !!
Couple of the week :
Izzie and Denny ! I looooved their relationship ! So epic, so beautiful, a love that goes beyond death. My favorite relationship on Grey's. I like Gizzie but I like Dizzy more. I don't like Izzie being with Alex for some reason.
Eye candy :
Robert Pattinson
The ladies of One Tree Hill
Beyonce ! Can't wait to see her movie " Obcession "
Dollhouse's Enver ! Please watch Dollhouse ! The ratings are dropping.
Prison Break's Dominic Purcell. I still can't believe Prison Break is ending
I hope you enjoyed this blog post !
I love all my friends !
Stay strong 
Comments
I messed up on my Chemistry Quiz this week, but it's not worth a lot of marks so it's ok. I sat in gum 2 years ago, but my friend lent me his sweater and I tied it around my waist so it was okay. Do you know when your going to have the surgery? It's good that it's only 10 minutes. I hope it all goes well when you do get surgery. Our school hasn't had a fashion show in awhile. I can't wait to watch Dollhous tomorrow. Alpha is supposed to appear in this episode. I am so glad Allison made it to the next round! I'm surprised that Adam was in the bottom three. I don't think you can just set boundaries and follow them. Some people can but some people can't. You need some support or someone that will guide you into not stepping over any boundaries. Sometimes it is ok to go over the boundaries because you might learn something. There's a lot of amazing actressess. Congrats to SMG and Ellen!! Scrubs is such a funny show. I need to buy all the seasons of it.
Wow, you're a party animal! What's sheesha? I hope you did well on your tests. It's odd that Adam (haha, Adam) allowed you to do that stuff to him. Maybe he's not ready to admit anything? Well, I never did that stuff when I was 15, but I guess everyone is different. Okay, I was only 15 a few months ago. 
You need to get gym boy's name! Geez! The OTH ladies have some really nice dresses. AHHHH ENVER! What a hottie. *points to icon* Have a good day!
Your friend sounds nice. The thing is, we wear uniforms in my school so nobody was wearing a sweater . I'm hopefully going to have the srugery on the end of June. Thanks Jon I can't wait to see Alpha ! I was surprised about Adam but I was happy. He was my favorite but out of the few ones left, he's my least favorite. I'm so on Allison and Kris's teams ! Thanks for sharing your oponion on boundaries. Yeah, Scrubs rocks !
LOL ! Sheesha is called hookas in America. People also call it Hubbly Bubbly. It's like this thing which has a glass container filled with water and a round metal thingy connected to it and fiery stones are put on the head of it, the head has holes. This creates smoke. I know my description sucks LOL. Thank you. No, Adam is straight and we were pretty drunk. Yeah I need his name. I love Enver and your icon Thanks Ivy
Dude why did he wait 2 minutes to tell you that he wasn't gay No more love triangles sounds like a good plan I'm glad to hear that you could have the surgury. I can't wait for Dollhouse And I'm watching the new X-Men movie this weekend, yay! My favorite actress is by far Summer Glau, but I like your choises too Seth is awesome! Aww I love Izzie/Denny.
. Have a nice weekend!
yay for your sister! The Uninvited was really good. Had a great twist! Have a good week
Everytime i watch that episode and the episode after i cry like a baby! Have a good weekend
I love Summer Glau. I really hope Terminator dosen't get cancelled.
Lmao at people thinking Selena was a hooker because of the money LOL That would have made me hard too hard!
I’m glad to hear you are having the intra balloon thingy, I just hope it goes well and you lose weight soon, you are really brave to go through it so you deserve the best outcome.
Eww, Rob Pattison does nothing for me but he seems to totally please the masses. Good for them then. Huge huge hugs
I should move on. Your right Thank you boom. I really want to lose weight too I don't like Robert Pattinson that much either but I guess people consider him as eye candy so yeah Thanks boom. Hugs back at you
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