December 8. Wearing black for John Lennon. It was today 27 years ago he was shot dead. It really is quite sad. Georgie Harrison also died on November 29, 2001. I would have worn black for him, but I didn't realize that was the day he died until the evening. Although, that was before dancing, so i was wearing black anyway. Tuesday is the one year anniversery of my gido's death. Jeez, this is a depressing time of year. Isn't this time supposed to be happy? Coming up to Christmas.

I had the WORST day yesterday, everything was working against me. I got two detentions for incomplete homework, I missed the early bus, spilled water all over myself repeatedly in dancing and I was just feeling ick. I've been feeling kinda angry and depressed lately, and also like I can't really do things as good as I should. the reason I didn't have my homework done was because I didn't really feel I could do it. I was just too sad. And I didn't live up to my potential in dancing... *sigh* it's times like these I need Danny, but he ran away from me LONG time ago. So I've just been making do with music, but even that doesn't cut it.

I just feel like I need something, but I don't really know what. Plus things are insane socially. My friend, ack! It's just this whole thing with this boy. BOYS! They must make things complicated. But it's not even that all the time, it's just being a teenager. Raging hormones, plus issues equals BAD!!!

Also I'm extremely tired. Stupid sleep. And my leg is asleep. But you didn't come to my blog to hear me complain, didja? TOO BAD!

OK, antoher short blog, but really, I'm not in the mood. I'm sorry guyz. maybe I'll add wrd of the day and wisdom later. I have a quote tho! (unfortunately, it's another Beatles quote... just bear with me)

Quote of the Day: Oh dear, what can I do? Baby's in black, and I'm feeling blue, tell me, oh, what can i do?- Beatles- baby's in Black.

I was insane to think it would last! The unseasonal warm weather we had been getting up here is officially over. The cold came with the snow. We had a snowless Hallowe'en this year, not normal for us. Now it's like minus a hundred out! Well, not quite, but you get the picture. It makes taking the bus hell, a right pain in the... you know. I get out of school at 3:00 (actually 2:59. Our day is 12 mins shorter, but so is our lunch period. So gay and I get home a 4:20 (ish, and it's not any earlier than last year). I also spend over half my time WAITING for the fricking bus. I talke three fricking buses to get home, but it only takes 20 mins to drive there... grr

Fortunately I have my music to keep my mind off it. I listen to my iPod, and when I'm at home I play my piano, and I've been a guitarist all of three days! I really can't play much, but I get the whole fretting concept... I'm not very good at moving and thinking straight away what the notes are. Actually, all I can play is the first line of Hey Bulldogby the Beatles. It's my official new fave song. (haha check out the rad sidies on John in that video... aaaahahah)

I still wanna drum tho... I donno how much I wanna play in a BAND, but I wanna drum. Uuuuuhhhh.

OK, so so far this blog has been one of the NERDIEST things I've ever written, about the WEATHER and the BEATLES... I donno know how long this beatles craze will last, I go in and out of obsessions wo much, it's hard to keep track of them. Especially with my music. Then I overplay the songs, and I'm sick of them, and I hate my iPod, but I need my music... I've successfully played and overplayed Red Hot Chilli Peppers, My Chemical Romance, Fall Out Boy, Panic! at the Disco, AFI and Three Days Grace, at least. And it's annoying cos I don't have Limewire or anything and can't download songs for free, so I can't get new music. My dad won't let me download Limewire or any other thing again cos last time it scrooed up our comp. Poopy.

OK, so an uncharacteristically short post, but I kept it short and sweet. Tata for now and I'll catch ya on da flip side (ew I can NOT beleive I just typed that. Peace out! OH! haha my friend said "peace" one day and I was all like. "Oh ya? WAR!" ahaha oh, I am the coolest person in the WORLD! You know it)

Word of the Day: Peace

Quote of the Day: I'm thankful that Bryce is dead and not in my room making out with Sarah- Chuck, from Chuck. That new show, ya know?(The quote isn't exact, shuddup!)

Random Wisdom from KTBeth: hmm, my wisdom has turned more into advice than anything...

Ahahaha YES! FINALLY I've seen Hairspray. After how long already, I've finally seen Hairspray. It was great, honestly, I LOBE musicals! My mom's favourite line was "Link, you're pork is ready!" None of us really know why it was so funny, but it just was.

Yay, a Sideshow Bob Simpsons tonight! I LOBE Sideshow Bob, too. He's just great, I think he really adds to the show. It's going to be good I hope tonight. I have some mixed feelings about the new season. Some of the eppies are really weird, some are really good, I'm just not sure what to think. I suppose we can cut them some slack. They are in their ninteenth season after all. How many other shows have made it this far? Not many, that's for sure. Are they running out of ideas? I donno. I'm just a little confused as to what to think.

Ew, I do NOT like English so far this year! We are writing fricking BUSINESS LETTERS!! I am sick of writing business letters! They always sound so corny when I write them. Are they supposed to be so corny? Cor I hope so, cos I've been doing it right if they are. I wanna write stories, short stories ya know? The assignments we've done other than business letters have been like, paragraphs on stories we've read and other more pointless tripe. I wanna write a fricking STORY!!!!!!! gr.

We got out report cards a week ago. I did good I guess. My lowest was 76 in English, highest was 95 in science and french. The rest were pretty good marks, about mid-80s, a ninety. They were good, but not great. I guess I'm doing good so far this year, though I could be doing better. I'm doing what I always do, start off the year all eager and doing all my homework, then as the year goes on I get lazy and sorta stop doing my homework.I just decide I don't feel like it, I don't wanna take my books home. Doing the homework the block before it's due... Sometimes we get the stupidest assignments, too. I just don't feel like doing them.

I wanna learn how to drum. I play piano, as I'm sure you all know already, but I wanna drum. I might not be very good at it, in fact I think I would be horrible. But that's just me being pessimistic. I couldn't be a self-taught drummer, I know I couldn't do that. Unless I just watched drummers on videos and kinda learned from there. But we don't have an actual drum kit. Just this crappy, dinky little electronic type thing. I dunno why the sudden desire to drum, I wanna do it. I just do.

Word of the Day: Pork

Quote of the Day: (Well I'll just go with the title) Link, you're pork is ready! -John Travolta; Hairspray

Random Wisdom from KTBeth: Don't look for wisdom on an insane teenage girl's blog. It only leads to disaster.