i hope that got your attention. so yea whats up everyone. sorry i havent posted a blog in a while but no one really posts on my blog anyway. i'm a loner hear, school and even on myspace lol but its ok you get used to it. so yeah that reminds me schools about to start. ( Monday ) and i got some good classes i guess. i hope this year goes a lttel better then last year. i got myself into a serious relationship all my freshmen year. note to self. don't do that again. kinda messed up alot of things. i didnt get to hang out with my friends well i guess you could call them friends and i had to talk to her everynight and all night or she would get mad at me. kinda sucked. but this year should be a lil bette ri hope. but i'm not worried about me right now. i'm worried about my littel cuz. she's starting middel school and she has a problem she dosent know about. she's a poser but dosent know what a poser is. her older sister listens to all these diffrent bands and she just copys her but dosent really know anything about the bads and no that she met some people on myspace( whitch she shouldnt even be on ) she's telling them she's like 15 and she even posted a fake picture of her self and then she said she liked anime but she didnt call them anime she said something like japanese cartoon and when i said anime you mean? she didnt know what i was talking about. and i wouldnt care to much but no she's saying she's all into Kingdom Hearts but she dosent know a thing about it. and if she tryed to play the game then i wouldnt care but  she jsut ells people thats her. it feel stupid to let something liek that kinda bother me but that gamer eally means soemthing to me. i got me thinking about college and where i see myself in the nnext few years. it gave me somethign to look forword to when things were bad. ilayed it just to get awawy from real life cause i felt happyer there. i liked having friends who cared. so i guess thats why i get a lil offenceive when people talk about the game and say its kiddy or when they say allt his stuff abotu it but really don't know what its about or anything. well it looks like this is gettting  too long so i'll cut it short. well remember your Awesome cause i said so