Well hello there! It's been ages since my last post, and this has mainly been due to school.

As of today Saturday the 13th of September, I have 10 official days of school left EVER... how good is that! Then 2 weeks of scool holidays, and a week off, then my HSC Examinations start...

I can see the light at the end of the tunnel!

XD ~ Jo

Me in 30 Levels

( ) Smoked A Cigarette

( ) Smoked A Cigar

( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex

SO FAR:0



Level 2

(x) Are / Been In Love

( ) Dumped someone

( ) Been Fired

( ) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 1



Level 3

(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person

(x) Skippeda lesson

( ) Slept With A Co-worker

(x) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 4



Level 4

( ) Had/Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantART/sheezyart Friends

( ) Been To Paris

( ) Been To Spain

(x) Been On A Plane

( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 5



Level 5

(x) Eaten Sushi

( ) Been Snowboarding

(x) Met Someone Through Internet (Yes... i'll tell you, a 16 year old girl isn't always 16 or a girl... Lol... just Kidding!)

( ) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 7



Level 6

( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship

(x) Taken Pain Killers

(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Can't Have

(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By

( ) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 10



Level 7

( ) Had A Tea Party

(x) Flown A Kite

(x) Built A Sand Castle

( ) Gone mudding (and i just heard about it)

(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 13



Level 8

(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves

(x) Gone Sliding (Ummm... yes... without specifics XD)

(x) Cheated While Playing A Game

(x) Been Lonely

(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO far: 18



Level 10

(x) Watched The Sun Set

( ) Felt An Earthquake

( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 19



Level 11

(x) Been Tickled

( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized

(x) Been cheated on

(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 22



Level 12

(x) Won A Contest

(x) Been Suspended From School

(x) Had Detention

( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 25



Level 13

(x) Had / Have Braces

( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night

( ) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR : 26



Level 14

(x) Hated The Way You Look

(x) Witnessed A Crime

( ) Pole Danced

(x) Questioned Your Heart

(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 30



Level 15

(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud

( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World

(x) Swam In The Ocean

(x) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 33



Level 16

(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep

(x) Played Cops And Robbers

(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers

(x) Sang Karaoke

(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 38



Level 17

(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't

(x) Made Prank Phone Calls

(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose

(x) Kissed In The Rain (If memory serves...)

SO FAR: 42



Level 18

(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus (Hell yes!)

( ) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About

(x) Blown Bubbles

( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere

SO FAR: 44



Level 19

( ) Crashed A Party

( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People

(x) Had A Wish Come True

( ) Been Humped By A Monkey (*coughcough*)

SO FAR: 45



Level 20

( ) Worn Pearls

( ) Jumped Off A Bridge

(x) Screamed Penis or "Vagina"

( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 46



Level 21

( ) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/Ice Cubes

(x) Kicked A Fish

(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes (as a last resort...)

(x) Sat On A Roof Top and watched the stars (once... no alcohol involved though XD)

SO FAR: 49



Level 22

(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs

(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel (ATTEMPTED. I can't even do a cartwheel on both hands...)

( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours

( ) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about (a close friend)

SO FAR: 51



Level 23

( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree

(x) Climbed A Tree

(x) Had/Been In A Tree House

( ) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 53



Level 24

( ) Believed In Ghosts

( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes

( ) Gone Streaking

( ) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 53



Level 25

( ) Played Chinese Chicken

(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on

( ) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger

( ) Broken A Bone

(x) Been Easily Amused (Like now XD)

SO FAR: 55



Level 26

(x) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later

( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one

(x) Caught A Butterfly

(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried

(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 59



Level 27

( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone

( ) Had Someone Moon/Flash You

(x) Cheated On A Test

(x) Forgotten Someone's Name

( ) French Braided Someone's Hair

( ) Gone Skinny Dipping

( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House

SO FAR: 61



Level 28

(x) Rode A Roller Coaster

(x) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling

( ) Had A Cavity

(x) Black-Mailed Someone

(x) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 65



Level 29

(x) Been Used (Oh yeah...)

(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs

(x) Licked A Cat (Bad mistake...)

(x) Bitten Someone (When I was about 3 ^^)

(x) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 70



Level 30

( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint

( ) Had sex in the rain

( ) Flattened someone's tires

(x) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on (hehe not my car)

(x) Got five dollars or less worth of gas (In silver coins I thank you!)

TOTAL: 72

Me in 30 Levels

Cheers

~ Josiah

Well, it's the 10th of August and I think that it has been about 6 (?) days since my last blog post... nothing much has happened in my life really except for the elation of realising that there are only 27 days of schooling left for me... 13 years of institutionalisation and I have 27 days left! Woo-hoo!

Me thinks it might be time for a general update about everything, so here goes!

My life in general:

Is pretty crappy in general, those who know why, know why, and those who don't, then ummm, don't worry yourselves with it lol... you'll have it figured by the end of the blog. My music makes me happy though...

My Music:

Is going very well, i'm playing about a second year university level which is good, shame that my technical work and music theory is lagging behind though, it's about a 1st year level

On Tuesday, 12th August I will be performing a recital for my Music Major at school @ 7:30pm (Thats on August 11 at 5:30 for you people over the Date line in Canada and the States, August 12 @ 5:30 for Singapore, and 4:00pm for China )

Hopefully it will go well, and I'm expecting about 100 people to turn up... more would be nice, but 100 is an OK number...

My Schooling in general:

School is going well (I think ) i have a few major assessments due but they are all going to be completed on time and in before the due dates and everything should be fine if I do that...

My Bludging:

Well, what can I say! I love bludging (Who dosen't!?! ) I have just finished burning the complete series of Avatar to DVD for me to watch in the time that bludge during my bludging hehe...

My Everything that I cant think of a header for or to talk about:

Hmmm... i'ma just say extremely mediocre.

My Relationships:

I made a point of not putting this at the end, but i still did... Stupid Josiah!!

Well, what can I say about this... well the point is where to start!

(Oh, and i realise that i use this blog as such a cry session, but it's good just to be able to write something and not have to worry about somone seeing it, i mean, ok, i know that people can, but not many people know that I have a TV.com profile hehe...)

Well, my ex-girlfriend Nicola (check out her profile... it's always_smile) is being... well... very... unkind to me. As much as i hoped (and I said it in my previous blogs that we were friends) that we would still be friends we aren't anymore.

It was her choice for us not to be friendly towards earch other at all anymore and aslong as she's happy then that is all that matters. Me, I dont understand why she's being like this towards me, and why she just want's to pretend that the last nearly year with me never happened? (Girls, please offer some advice on this to me!!) I still love her, and I don't know if I should anymore... Truth be told I don't actually know what I'm feeling anymore (god I hope that she's reading this though... Not to be mean to her, but maybe she'll talk to me?? ) One thing that I do know though, is that no matter how much I miss her, (and yes, it probably is going to sound stalkerish) but I don't just miss her mentally, I miss her physically as well, not for any other reason than having someone special to be close too and be with... yeah. I don't like anyone else... I couldn't. I still feel really attached to her and the only way I can explain it is that someone has taken something of yourse, and you can see it but you cant do anything about it I even spoke to her best friend about it, and she thinks that she isdealing with the breakup in a very bizarre way, that isn't like her... i'm just looking for an answer and it's making me really sad

Anyway that's my life in the last 4 (?) weeks...

Cheers

~ Josiah