Well, today is my 16th birthday. People always say that its such a big milestone and that it is suppossed to be sooo great. I think its way over rated. Don't get me wrong its cool and all just not in the way people are always saying. So far the days been pretty cool. My big brother Chris came over and spent the night last night. Which is always awesome because he's hilarious. He brought his friend with him and they were both trashed and it is so funny when he's drunk! He raided my room looking for boys and then passed out around 6:30am I laughed my a** off all night. So that was a plus but other than that its been a normal day. My mom couldn't do anything with me today but we have a date set for next week so I'm thinking I want to get this book called Breaking Dawn by Stephenie Meyer thats coming out in a week.

So anyway thats my report for the day and I hope everyone has a great weekend!

As I sit here watching you sleep
All I feel is a sense of Contentment
Yes I'm going to hell
And yes I'm scared out of my mind
But I just can't seem to care

When I saw you fall forward and go limp
It was like all the air left from my body
I couldn't breathe
The thought of never again hearing you complain about my annoying habits
Never seeing you stare out the passenger side window
And wonder what your thinking
Never laughing at the look you give me
When I'm hitting on girls
Or when I try to set you up
It was unbearable

So I gave up my life
Without a second thought
I'll face those flames
Without hesitating
Since it means you can go on

Maybe you'll stop hunting
Meet a nice girl
Start a family
Be normal
But I know thats just wishful thinking

We were never ment to be normal
There is no waking up and going to work
No Little League and dance recitals
No school plays
And no 10 year anniverseries
We were born warriers and thats what we'll always be

But when I'm gone and facing my demons
For all eternity
That's what will keep me human
The thought of you living your life
And having no worries
Its what will keep me sane
Even though its a fantasy

The suns peeking over the horison
I better wake you up so we can get moving
Your grumbling at me now
You never were a morning person
Neither of us are
But I can't seem to sleep at all
I don't want to miss a thing now
Because I need to remember you

Remember the tone of your voice
Your annoyingly matter of fact tone when your explianing
Something you don't think I understand
The way you sigh when I play
The some Metellica song over and over
And tap my fingers against the steering wheel
When your doing research
And that look you get in your eye
When you know I'm being unreasonable
But you don't say a word
I need to remember

Because

Your what will keep me human

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