Hi all!

Everything's more than Ok here with me. Nothing can beat Summer vacation I'm gonna be participating in the largest recreation of medival times in Europe! Oh yeah! I'm gonna be bombing with my "bombo". (I dont know how you say it in english. It's like a big box that you hit and it makes a lot a lot of noise! lol ) You can visit the site if you wish. It's: http://www.viagemmedieval.com/

It's gonna be so awesome. It starts tomorrow and ends on the 12th. And I'm gonna be there everyday "working" I'd visit it if I were 'yall

Things with Daniel are better than ever, if you're wondering. I finally found out that we're better off as friends, best friends.

And finally, yes I do have to stay one more year just to finish chemistry, but hey... what am I gonna do? lol It not that bad...I don't really mind.

So, how 'bout you guys? Really, how are you? What's new in your lives?

Missed you all,

Warm summer hugs for everybody
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It's2 in the morning and I can't sleep. Guess why... Boys. It's always because of a boy! And it's always about the same one! (Damn boy) So, what did Daniel do this time? ...He went to a birthday on thebeach today. It was a cousin of a friend of ours, oh and by the way, the birthday girl and Daniel made out some weeks back, so you can imagine how I was feeling this afternoon. I thought it was gonna happen all over again, but no. In stead of making out with the same girl, he flirted with another one. A girl he only met today.Tickling her, throughing her into the water, rubbing suntan lotion on each other... oh, so romantic! Can you imagine the imaginary knife going through my heart when reading those text messages? Yes, maybe I'm being dramatic but it's what I feel. And besides that, besides flirting with other girls, he pours his guts out when talking about his ex, and how he's still in love with her. Is this fair? Do I deserve this? Will I ever get a chance to be happy? I know nobody can answer these questions, only time, but... I know I deserve better. I know I deserve to be happy. Today, June 29th, is my birthday and I know I don't deserve to spend the day like this. Maybe after a good night sleep, I'll feel better. If you read this far, thanks for putting up with me. It's no cookie putting up with an 18 year old (yeah! lol ) !

Birthday cake for all! What's your favor? I gots' them all!

...and very very irritable. For the past week, I've been studying since 10am to noon then 2pm to 5/5.30 and I already feel burned out. I've been talking back and have been very unpleasant with everybody, especially my loved ones at home I know they don't deserve it, but I can't help it. I'm finally starting to acknowledge the reality and importance of 12th grade and these upcoming exams.
So, in other news...Daniel's prom date said, today, that she couldn't go to the prom and for a momentI was no longer irritated with the world(ya, ya...I know I shouldn't feel that. He just 'got dumped' by his prom date but I couldn't help it!!) But, that feeling quickly went away...Not even an half hour later he was already pondering who could he ask to the prom and actually sent a message to two girls...Yes, I wentfrom happy to irritated too quickly ... Why did I have to fall in love with my best friend? Damn...being a teenager can sure suck sometimes.