so it's that time of year again. My birthday...it's kind of depressing actually. one year older, one step closer to death :/ lol .i would have to say 15 was the best age for me...so many new things to experience...now i feel old...i've been on this site since 2005. wow hard to believe...i don't usually stay on web sites for to long. i'm sorry i'm kinda of rambling on here. i'm really tired. i'll re do this tomorrow maybe. i don't have any plans....i think my friends are planning a surprise party. you know when you get the feeling there's something going on and everyone's in on it but you? well that's how i feel lol so i'll tell you if anything does happen tomorrow. in about 2 hours i'm going to be a 20 year old. that's all i have to say for now. i have about half hour to enjoy being 19 ttul (:

oh yeah...i did say i would put a pic of myself up here.

yes i know i look horrible in this pic but it's the newest one i've got.

not exactly what you exspected was it.