I love traveling, I go everywhere. Israel, Hungary, China, Finland, Florida, wherever. At home I am always being told what to do and when to do it, how to do it and it really gets to me because nothing I ever do, I feel is good enough. I am always being ganged up on by my siblings and therefore I am always wrong or I am the bad guy. It's just not fair and I go insane when I have to deal with that. When I travel, I don't have to worry about moving or washing the dishes or being called a rude name by someone who I love. I get to escape for a while and live happily without any stress of my regular life. When I try to talk to my family about these things I get laughed at as if I am overexaggerating and being to sensitive. That's not my fault, I can be sensitive if I want to, it's their fault and they just don't realize that. I need to travel in order to live a little without driving myself insane with my bottled up frustration.

I think that everyone watched particular shows for a reason. Whether it is One Tree Hill for the drama missing in ones life or the beauty one craves for or Law and Order or Without a Trace to compensate for a taste of suspense and danger. I watch too much tv for my own good, it's an addiction. Is it an addiction to escaping my life or is it simply something to fill my time with a mindless activity?