Have any of you guys ever been stuck in the past. What I mean by this is have you ever asked yourself, what would have happened if I would have done this? Why didn't I do this? Why did I do this? Lately I've been doing a lot of thinking about my past. When someone asks me whether I had a great childhood, I don't know how to respond, because yes I did love some things about my childhood, but I hated myself as a child.

Just so you guys can get a grasp for who I am in real life, I like to think myself as mild mannered yet at the same time an extrovert, sometimes a bit arrogant. Ever since I started elementary school, my attitude and personality went on a bit of a downward spiral that would continue to get more and more drastic as the years went by. This would including screaming at people, threatening someone to put them on a non-existent hit-list, being very stupid and act out like someone who had severe ADHD or OCD, and explode on contact to anybody who dared insult me. Yeah, people hated me, and I don't blame them, I despise the person that I was between 1998 and 2005.

I just sometimes wish I could go back in time and fix all the mistakes I ever did in my past. For starters, I want to stop my sixth grade self from embarrassing myself in front of the whole student body by being a prick and deciding it would be a bright idea to let everyone know that anyone who insults me will be sorry. I also want to go back to the time in 1994 when I was just four years old when I hurt this little girl by destroying her property and anything that she might cherish. Go back in time, and stop myself from getting angry at those who simply just wanted to be my friend and refused them because I was called Juan instead of Juancarlos. Go back in time and retain myself from asking out a girl who already had a boyfriend. Stop myself from getting suspended in middle school for getting in a fight. Stop myself from being such an annoying prick towards people. Stop myself from making racist comments. Basically just fix all the errors that I have committed in the past.

However, the one thing that I am proud of is that I'm not that person anymore. I am glad that everyone sees me as a new and improved, and different individual than what I was during my freshman year in High School. I am glad that I stopped hurting people so much, but in the process hurt myself for thinking of everything I used to do wrong.

Because of my attitude, I had created so many enemies, that my family had to relocate to a new district in Houston just because of me in 2002. I've come in contact with a couple of individuals who I haven't seen in years ever since I moved, and am happy that we have all matured in to better individuals.

Several times during my life, I have had nightmares over the destruction I had caused to the little girl's heart 14 years ago. My actions did not bother me at all, until the far reaching consequences eventually got to me during my early teens. It's funny, because even though I may not have done anything wrong for quite a while, the consequences of my actions eventually got to me and to this day I still feel like I have killed several people, and it's not a good feeling.

Have any of you guys ever had problem that you wish never happened? Have you ever dwelled on the past? Speak out!

Well, after a dull month of June where all I was doing was working, I finally went on vacation, and I must say the past two weeks we're probably the best two weeks I've spent out of the country. Anywho, I'm back, and what do I discover? I've been nefariously tagged by a certain individual *cough*Hornswaggle*cough* by a dirty trick!

Anywho, here are ten juicy facts that you probably don't know about me. In all honesty, they're not the juiciest, because if I we're to have included those, I'm pretty sure most of you would despise me and wish me a painful death.

1. I was fired from my first job working at a Chuck E. Cheese type place called "iT'Z" because a fat woman began cussing me out swearing with several f-words over how expensive the place was thinking that it was all my fault, so I called her a "b*tch". Management didn't take it too well, and I was laid off.

2. I was the first person in my middle school to be suspended by the janitor for getting in a fight. It was October 2002, and I was 12 at the time, some kid tripped me and closed my locker seconds before the tardy bell was about to ring. This would be the third time I would have to reopen my locker and be tardy because of him, so we fought. Both he and I were suspended and I had to take Anger Management cl-a-sses for it.

3. I have mild Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, better known as OCD. I used to be a lot worse, where I had to touch people back, count every step that I walked, walk with the left foot equally as the right, and absolutely hated germs. I'm not so bad now, but still have a few things to work on.

4. Back in Pre-K in 1994, I was a bully towards several kids, largely because I was the tallest, and pushed everyone around because I wanted everything for myself. Ever since then, I've apologized to a lot of people for my actions and have made friends with some of them.

5. Late 2007, I almost ran into a cop because my brother saw an empty parking space and we floored it to win the spot when a cop crossed our path. I braked immediately and the police officer got out of the car. He immediately began to call me a "f*cking idiot" for almost crashing in to him. He ended with "Have a Nice Day!".

6. A couple of years ago I created a comic book series about a couple of kids that live in the city and their crazy antics. Little by little it began evolving in to a deeper dark and moody story about how the different charatcers hated each other and wanted to kill each one another.

7. I once asked a girl out to a dance over the internet. I was prepared to take a "No", but shockingly she actually said she'd love to go! Two days later she replied with another e-mail claiming that her parents forbid her to go. I later talked to her face to face, and it turns out that she was telling the truth as her parents did not know me. It seems that she's picked up a boyfriend, who let's just say is an ineducated gangstuh who treats girls as material possessions and is not afraid to show that attitude.

8. I have never left North America and the farthest South I've ever gone is Cancun, while the farthest north was Austin, Texas.

9. Back in 2002-2003 when I was in seventh grade, I had a major obsession with Yu-gi-Oh and hosted a school-wide tournament. I gave everyone two paper starchips and a paper bracelet. Many people began calling me by the dreaded nickname "Pegasus" which they still do sometime to this day since in the series Pegasus was the name of the guy who hosted a similar tournament.

10. I have attended a couple of wrestling events, but the best one I've attended thus far was Wrestlemania X-Seven. At the time, I thought it was just going to be another PPV. Turned out to be the greatest PPV of all time. Funny how things work out like that. I'm going to Wrestlemania 25 next year so I can relive the experience.

Well, they may not be juicy, but I certainly hope you guys were entertained. By the way, please watch my new youtube video at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tM5gdZQ0yoc and please leave comments. I'm desperate!

Well, Saturday May 17, 2008 I attended Prom Night.

Overall the whole night was somewhat disapppointing, I mean I had fun, don't get me wrong, but when 75% of the senior class is dancing with a girlfriend, and I'm sitting there just talking to pals, then it's kind of a downer. I waited too long to ask out the girl I wanted to go out with, if I would ahve asked her maybe a month earlier, I know she would have said yes.

Anyway, the whole night, wasn't that bad, I did dance with a lot of people, not slow dancing, just rave dancing, crowd surfing, and getting freaky.

After prom night, I got on one of the charter buses and we all headed to what is called SNAP (Senior Night After Prom) to Dave and Busters for a lock-in between midnight and 6AM. It was a lot better than Prom, and for the most part I had fun playing casino games, riding a mechanical bull, bowling, making gestures of drinking alcohol with a couple of friends, and oh yes WINNING A LAPTOP through one of the raffle drawings. Almost everyone was tired at the end of it, but I say the whole evening was worth going since it's only a once in a lifetime chance. We kind of all hugged seeing as how this was going to be one of the last times we ever see each other before we're off to college.

I was going to go to a beach house in Galveston last night with a group of friends, however my friend Eric called the thing off seeing as how we were all tired.

Anyway, I have another youtube video up for your enjoyment pleasure. Why should you watch it? Because for many of you it's the first time you'll actually see what I look and sound like. Check it out!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S9rKqPsAUaM

Yes, I know I'm skinny, I have a very fast metabolism and I have to keep a lean physique in order to play soccer.

Yes, I know my voice is weird, it's called a terrible gene pool.

Please rate the video, and be brutally honest with your comments.

HAVE A GOOD ONE!