So my due date was yesterday ...no baby in sight. I go today to be told when they're going to induce labor. (yay)..that's a sarcastic yay btw, because I think it will be make all things painful more painful. Not like I have a choice though. Ah well...chances are Jude will be here by this coming Tuesday at the very latest so we'll see. I'll keep ya updated.

Loves,

Brianna xx

Only 24 days to my due date. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't frightened, but my coping mechanism for now is just not dwelling on the inevitable horrors that await prior to the inevitable joys. I have everything in order, so I figure that's all I can do. The rest is up to the fates. All I do is nest and nap seems like. Everything about pregnancy being so relatively predictable makes me feel like some animal specimen in a lab sometimes. "She's entering her 37th week which we term the..." or whatever. *sigh* On the other hand...I have one thing to be happy about. My total weight gain has been 11 pounds...6 of which are the baby. So that's not bad Most women gain around 30. So yes at least I beat the odds on some aspects. Sorry I never blog anymore...I feel fuddy duddy and dull being an aspiring mommy.

Love you all,

Brianna xx