I really need to let this out since I just discovered that I had this problem and maybe that I had it for the past few years. Ive been Procrastinating probably back from the beginning of highschool and the only time I heard of this meaning before that it was used as a positive influence. Well today this is what I learned about it, in a negative problematic self discovering way,

Procrastination-

For an individual, procrastination may result in stress, a sense of guilt, the loss of personal productivity, the creation of crisis and disapproval from others for not fulfilling one's responsibilities or commitments. These combined feelings can promote further procrastination. While it is normal for people to procrastinate to some degree, it becomes a problem when it impedes normal functioning. Chronic procrastination may be a sign of an underlying psychological disorder.

This has been so severe to me that it has become a disorder and its been becoming more of a challenge everyday for me to work, relax, or to participate in any activity without undergoing any stress. I have Most of the symtoms but some that I have are Insomnia, sleepwalking,(during last year), drinking large amounts of water, severe anger, loss of confidence, depression, and lazyness. I really wish that I would have discovered this years back so that I can work on gaining back my confidence early but I had no idea this was occuring to me. Today I have learned a way to overcome this type of severe procrastination by saying "I can do this" and going through excersices that include gaining confidence to fulfill the responsibilities that need to be done. If anyone have any ideas to cope with or had experinces with this problem, please comment.

Mario And Luigi Partners in time have finally arrived!

Maybe in stores years ago but the game have just came in the mail today after waiting about two to three weeks from Hong Kong, and Im thankful that its in English like it said it was on Ebay. I am still working on God of war 2 and Scribblenaughts. So I might not play with it until next week or until further notice. Well wish me luck anyways

Oh if you missed my last post take a look at it here

Thank you for Listening

There is not really much to say for a gaming update, I mean that Ive only been playing COD 4 and God of War 2 this past week and I have been working on School as well at the moment. This month has been a slow month for me on games, its just been the same generic game for the past 2-3 weeks about. Since Brutal Legend I have been attached to first person shooter games since there is nothing really out there, you may say Im crazy because there is a ton of releases this week but Im not really interested in any of them. The only game I have been interesed in is borderlands since my hunger for RPG games have been rising and Ive been looking for a good RPG game to play but the problem is that is another FPS as well. So now I will just continue until November when things will become more hectic with game releases and will buy or rent the most interesting to play.

Right now I have aquired typhons bow which is new to me and I have landed at the island where legend says where the sisters of fate, (or somethign like that), remain. God of War 2 is a new chapter in the book, its mostly the same gameplay and style that it tends to be. I really dont mind that the game has been recycled a bit here and there because it contains new twising story plots, some new mini games such as the pegasus levels while traveling in the world of god of war, and there are more ways that you can see Kratos performs his epic final take downs. Ive been having fun with the pegasus scene where it is similar to a flight shooter game where you are attacked by gryphons and other beasts on your journey. Ripping off the wings of a gryphon and tossing it down into the dephs below has been my favorited take down yet. I have also encounterd a boss on the way as well and it was hard to tell which direction his attacks were coming twoards. So far I dont really see any flaws in the game so far, but I will continue to play and will probably find one somewhere. I will give this a temporary score of 9.5/10.

Stay Tuned.

All I can say for my gaming update is that I have completed Brutal Legend and earned a couple of acheivements from the dreaded Halo 3 ODST. I was pulled into the world of Brutal Legend when I was playing it and I didnt really want to return it yet but I had to due to a more stern and strict return policys that blockbuster just announced on video games. I also felt that part of the story was missing and that the ending may be calling out for a sequel but Im not sure. I had a thought that if I found all the hidden objects in the game a new cinematic would be unlocked filling in those holes. Anyways the next games Im heading for is M and L partners in time and Modern Warefare 2 and maybe a few others that I will find.-

-Im not entirely sure if I can play video games much anymore though. Theres just been too much stress in my life to have fun anymore. Im about at a 100% of stress from the past years and I cant run away from it. 10% Internet, 10% video games, 5% School, 5% economy, 50% finding a job, 5% family. I have also broken my 5th or 6th controller resulting in 300 dollars worth of controllers. :'( I could have bought a PS3 and now Im suffering around a pile of broken controllers without a job and I have to sell things online to make money and Ive only made 40 dollars worth. Makes me hate living sometimes.