Yepp, thats right. I fear that i might soon have to lay down the controller for good. In perhaps a year or so i will probably hav to make a descision that will cause me to put my life as a gamer behind me. I used to play video games as often as i could. Not anymore. If i even choose to fire up one of my game systems in the day i play for 1 hour tops. Instead of gaming i deal with the greatest thing to bless life. Music. I sit around for 3-4 sometimes 5 hours a day playing guitar. While this isnt a bad thing i still might be forced to do something i dant want to. soon those 5 hours will grow to 7 hours, then 9-10. and when that is the case i wont have any time to play video games. I have allready forfitted the title as a hardcore gamer and become a cashual. I now only play special games. For example Final Fantasy which i concider to be the greatest series in both the video game world and the story telling world. Games that took me maybe a week to complete then takes me a month now. If i forfit gaming i will ofcourse no longer be on Gamespot. Some of you might not understand it but if i have to choose between music and video games im not hessatating for one second. If i want to make something out of my self through my music and make it from a lifestyle to a career i will have to make some sacrifices. Gaming would be one of them. While i still do play video games now I just wanted to say that soon that might not be the case so when that day comes please be understanding.

Yourse truly. -Freedom

Im not gonna be on gamespot for about a week starting tomorrow. My friend who ishandikapped and sits in a wheelchair is going to Stockholm and he needs a personal assistant and i thought why not and took the job. what i didnt know was that The Square enix private party started today and if i knew it i wouldnt have gone along. But there is no turning back now so F it. Akaida720 is taking over as a leader for The Next-Gen FF Union for the coming week so i hope all u other officers can helöp him and post news in my stead. As for the Thoria union i wont be posting either so plz dont demote me Sony_Fanboy . Well id like to talk some more but i gotta pack. I'll see u when i get back

Peace. -Freedom