So yes, I secretly decided to go "anorexic". I stopped eating American (eating 100% South Asian/Arab instead), stopped drinking American (coke, 7up) and started drinking water and tea only. And I started exercising.

This was all in effort to reduce my weight back to where it used to be, in the "underweight" category. Thankfully, I did NOT get the results I wanted.

Instead - the opposite happened. I grew weight. 7 kg (15 pounds) so far to be exact. But - my shoulders became less broad, my tummy became less round, my thighs have never looked smaller, and my face didn't look blobby - how could this be? I grew muscle ^^

I mean... that wasn't even my goal, I was shocked when I got on my scale "65.4 kg?!? Man, were you ever that heavy before?!"

My exercise regime was pretty simple too - I heard it will make you skinner, but not make you grow muscle because it burns it. I jumped 200 times a day (100 times, twice). Yes, jump, that's pretty much it Well, how wrong that person was, it most definitely DOES build muscle. Anyway, when I got used to jumping 100 times (didn't feel tired), I raised it to 120, then I raised it to 140. Right now it's at 160. I also took a walk for about 20-60 minutes a day.

The funny thing is, I discovered all this by accident. And I don't think I've ever looked skinner - even in my underweight days, my thighs used to be pretty big and my tummy would spout out after I ate a meal (though it would go away eventually). Most my jeans don't even fit me anymore

But I think the real reason I gained muscle was: trying to pronounce Korean *shakes fist*

So yeah, after all those weeks of trying to gain weight, I'm at 60 kg now. Which puts my BMI at 19.8, which is healthy

It felt so great... until, my teacher said "Hmm... you look a bit fatter than you used to" - I also started noticing before that I looked more noticeably fatter and my shoulders looked more broad. Anyway, I hate being healthy I look fat, but at the same time it's probably best I stay at this weight

Would trying to lose weight at this point make me "anorexic"?