2 weeks into my college life has given me a sense of freedom but yet as well a feeling dread. These 2 weeks have really given me so much freedom allowing me to chose what I wan't to do and went I want to do it that just so different than anyhting I expierence before. Though this freedom comes at a price every decision from here on end will have a signifcant impact in my life which leads me struggle with my old self I used to be extremely lazy never placing extra effort as I saw so many others have done but now I see that if I continue with that path it will be near impossible to reach my goals. For the most part college has been fun and I hope in the coming years I will have more unique expierences.