it wasn't too long ago. my mom accidentally ran over him. he was always running infront of the car as it was going into the driveway but i'm still sad it happened. i feel like some of it's my fault since not to long ago i let him out, he wanted to go outside anyway. i'm probably gonna be breaking down during classes tomorrow and stuff. i also have been having the weirdest feelings before she ran him over that he was gonna die. i feel so horrible. . i also know it's not my moms fault either. i found him six years ago in our backyard and we adopted him not long afterward. his name was marshmello because his fur was black and white and burnt looking like a marshmello. my mom said not to blog about this until tomorrow but i can't help it. i really need some comforting words from my internet friends.