It's Friday again. This week went by in the blink of an eye. It's my last week of doing nothing. I'm actually glad to start work on Monday, I have become rather bored of having nothing to do the whole day long. I'm probably gonna be dead tired after the 1st day, but that doesn't matter. I'll get used to working again quickly enough.

Tonight I have a date. A real date, I almost can't believe it. My last date was over 10 years ago with my first real boyfriend. We were together for 3 years. He was roughly ten years older then me. I never dated my second long-term boyfriend. We just decided that we liked each other and should be together. We also lived together from day one on; he was 16 years older. That relationship lasted for 7 years. Now I'm single for like 4 months. And today I have a date. Hell, I'm already nervous. The guy I'm meeting tonight is only 3 years older. He likes sport and going out clubbing and such. Quite the opposite from the other two and he looks totally different. Normally I like blonde's with blue eyes, he has brown hair and brown eyes. But from the first time I saw him, there was something that drew me to him, almost like magic. I still can't say what. And I can't believe I'm so nervous about the whole thing. I'm not a teenager any more for Gods sake! I'm not really sure I already want to have a relationship again so soon. But that is what dates are for, right? To get to know you're potential boyfriend and be able to decide better if a relationship is desirable or not. Well... I tortured you enough with that topic. Time for a change...

We have a lot of problems at the WWA-Union at the moment. Since I had to take a leave of absence the Union almost died. The guy I transferred the leadership to promised to take good care of it. And guess what, he's nowhere to be found. He lost interest. Without the leadership safely back in my hands I can't do much of anything to get the Union active again. One of the members suggested to make a new one. A new WWA. If the interim-leader doesn't turn up soon, I won't have a choice but to do it. It will hurt so much to let the WWA die. We all put so much work and energy into it. There always were a lot of people online that posted a lot everyday. We were a huge family. I miss those times. If I create a completely new Union I don't know if it will be as successful as this one was. I fear that I will not achieve what so many expect of me again. And what then? Will I loose all my friends here? Will I suddenly be an outcast because I couldn't recreate something that was brilliant? I know I did it once and I'm fairly sure I can do it again. But what if not? I really have to think about the whole situation a lot more. I'm gonna have to make my decision Tuesday next week. That should give me enough time to try and analyze everything. If I come to the conclusion that a new Union would be the favorable thing to do, I just hope I will have enough members who come with me and help me build it up. Because there is one thing I'm very sure of: I can't do it alone!

I wish you all a great start into the weekend!
Dreamzone