All my teachers are so ready for vacation. They are all grumpy and so not fun to have as a teacher right now. My chemistry yelled at us when we laughed like once and gave us a test on monday about the note. So we all studied the note and what does he do. He asks abouyt the theory and almost nothing about the note. So everybody had an realy low grade. And thankfully he didn't let it count unless we make him angry again. And that's a threat in the top 10 of threats made my teachers.

On this CSI forum we were about to plan a forum meeting(FM). The 2nd FM in the history of the forum. Previous time I was there. but alot of the younger weren't able to come or called off 1day before. with the message they couldn't make it. So now we had a date. but ti turns out that i'm on vacation that day. so I asked kindly if there was a possobility we could move the FM 1week later. For the elder one it wasnt a problem. but the younger started to make a hug problem out of this. So me and the moderator started to figure out a sollution. But nooooooow some of the yougher are to blind to see that I try to find a sollution. Yeah how could I be so stupid to try to help! Grr And I do understand their point of view. But they wont see my point of view. And the moderator said she knew she could reley on me and not the younger. because the all called off past year. So there was a big discussion and thing about it. But i felt attacked personally. and that I did not like! Cause that always makes me really angry. And it also made me angry that they just wouldnt understand my point of view. So there is a big change i wont be able to go to the FM. cause the moderator doesnt want al the other younger be angry on her. But there probably comes another FM for the elder and than I might go as well. Cause all the younger did that way to me I felt like I did everything wrong. And right now i dont really feel like i want to meet them. becaus they did mean even though they might didnt even mean it that way. Yesterday I even felt a bit sick because of it. and it made me so angry and sad. And I dó understand that they cant say right away if they are able to come. but it is just so confusing if on one moment one person says she might come. and 1week later she can come and 1 week after that she cant come. its just so confusing and i understand but if you look to past FM i also do understand the moderators point of view. It happend the way it happend and I cant turn it back. But it felt really frluh

One big Yaay 13days of school to go. And I fel in love with Zumba! It's so much fun to do. and I always look forward to teusday. and there might come a zumba class on friday me and a friend are able to go to. Yaay