Last sunday I went to Belle Perez. I sat in the front row In the beginning first her band come on stage and then Belle herself. She sat on the edge of the stage right in front of me There was like 1 meter between us. So scary. I was all like; Hello I believ I looked that way to cause she winked at me I was so amazing to be so close. Her tour is called Diez. Spanish for Ten. It's because she's singing on stage for 10 years now and she celebrates it big. A new DVD, a book about her carreer,youth and how it started and everything she did in those 10 years, a big tour and some big places she'll preform. Here a pic I took

This pic was at the beginning of the show. You can see how close she sat

This is just a beautiful pic my mom made

Belle fue super. Usted es un ganador!

Now back to the point of this blog So I bought Belles Book called 'Diez'. She devorced from her husband Mario. And she writes "laying in bed and cry all night long, empty feeling...I had it all" It made me feel really sad when I read that. It made her so..just like you and me. I mean you don't really think about the fact that she is also human. She has the voice of an angel and when she's on stage you don't think about that she wakes up in the morning her hair probably is to all sides, she reads the morning paper and that she sometimes just sits home watching movies all day long. And it made me think. 'You can take the risk that your heart might be broken, than have no heart at all' Bit in that case when you're so broken that you cry it just hurts to much. And that's one of the big reasons I'm happy I dont have a boyfriend. And might, deep inside, don't want one. On the otherside me and a friend had this conversation that we both really would like to have a boyfriend. It's nice to know that there is always someone there for you. Someone to talk to. Someone to hold close. It's just I don't know....love can be so difficelt. It's nice to have someone but when he's gone it hurts so much that you wish nothing ever happend. Just because you don't want to come out of you bed, you feel empty and ill. Well anyways I'll see when my prince will come by, I stopped searching and waiting.