Monday, Mar 2, 2009
His Birthday is on the 25th; just less than a month away. Two years old. I was planning on going to the store and buying him his favorite food and new toys. But he died today. He drowned.
And on a normal day, I would have been up at that time and I would have saved him. But not today. It was not meant to be.
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His life was not the longest. He spent a good portion of it recovering.
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But his life was full of happiness. Because my family was there with him. He was happy up until his last moments because he was playing. On a normal day, we would have been playing together. Not today, but I hope someday again.
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I'm going to buy him some toys anyway. I hope he somehow gets to enjoy them wherever he is now.
R.I.P. Karamel. He didn't even know his name but he did know how to make everyone happy. If we made him as happy as he made us, I know he had not regrets.
And on a normal day, I would have been up at that time and I would have saved him. But not today. It was not meant to be.
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His life was not the longest. He spent a good portion of it recovering.
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But his life was full of happiness. Because my family was there with him. He was happy up until his last moments because he was playing. On a normal day, we would have been playing together. Not today, but I hope someday again.
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I'm going to buy him some toys anyway. I hope he somehow gets to enjoy them wherever he is now.
R.I.P. Karamel. He didn't even know his name but he did know how to make everyone happy. If we made him as happy as he made us, I know he had not regrets.
Thursday, Jan 22, 2009
Ok so here is what happened. After many (expensive) tests, blood, electrocardiograms, etc. etc. it turns out that there is nothing physically wrong with my heart but that the palpitations and other abnormalities were stress/depression related. Probably not stress alone, and it was most likely related to my depression. It's weird because I thought I had gotten rid of it many months ago and I thought I was starting my new mentally healthy life.
Guess I was wrong! I have to start all over again because I stopped working out when I began feeling these crazy symptoms, which made me even more depressed, and then a vicious cycle started. It's uplifting to know that I am still physically healthy.
It's also amazing that each one of those symptoms were caused by my very own brain. Traitor!
I'll start posting again in a few weeks maybe. The reason I stopped posting is because I still wasn't feeling very well and all I did was lay on the bed like a sloth. I'm a bit more upbeat now but still not the same person.
Guess I was wrong! I have to start all over again because I stopped working out when I began feeling these crazy symptoms, which made me even more depressed, and then a vicious cycle started. It's uplifting to know that I am still physically healthy.
It's also amazing that each one of those symptoms were caused by my very own brain. Traitor!
I'll start posting again in a few weeks maybe. The reason I stopped posting is because I still wasn't feeling very well and all I did was lay on the bed like a sloth. I'm a bit more upbeat now but still not the same person.
Friday, Jan 9, 2009
I went to go take a bunch of heart and blood tests but I'm still waiting on the results and I still have more to take. My heart is not beating regularly right now and I'm having plenty of palpitations.
The nurse said "WOW!" when she took my blood pressure.
The nurse said "WOW!" when she took my blood pressure.
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