Well it's about the 5th week of my 3rd quarter and it's the hardest to get through; I'm going to transfer to Georgia State when it's over. I've come to realize that Game Art & Design isn't for me; I don't even play that many games to begin with. I play games socially, I don't play just to play.

When I'm in my English class, I realize that I love this class more than my Major classes; that shouldn't be the case.

I'm going to go to GSU for Journalism or an English major, I really love to write.

I've been seeing Jodie (my psychologist) regularly and we just finished my lifestyle assessment, which is a huge packet of questions that she asks me and I answer, with or without descript answers; this will tell us if I'm crazy or not. I won't know for another two weeks though, but I'm curious as to what she's going to tell me.

I'm in a little bit of a predicament as far as my personal life goes; I really like a girl who is friends with my ex-girlfriend. Not only are they friends, but they are roommates. I really really really like her friend and it drives me crazy because I'm almost 100% sure that I'll get rejected if I tell her how I feel. I know that she sees me as only a friend, because when we converse; she acts casual and I'm mezmerized by her eyes and lips. I can never take my eyes off of her.

She's got a good sense of humor, she's intelligent, and she's mature. I may be acting a little pessimistic, but when I look at her, I see a girl that's going to get away and take my heart with her. I have to tell her anyway, I won't live in regret because of fear.