I wish I had the discipline, motivation, and imagination to finish a book or short story. I get random spurts of emotion and creativity and they only last for a few hours. Its tough to rely on my moments of depth to complete something that requires such time and effort.

Oh well, maybe someday.

So I went to a concert to see one of my favorite bands 'The Forecast' and they were simply amazing live.

I was standing outside of the venue waiting for the door to open and my and my cousin were the only ones there and all of a sudden The Forecast walks out of the door.

I recognized the female in the band and I knew that the rest of the guys were in the band as well and I said, "Are you guys the Forecast?"

They said yeah, and I said "I **** love you guys!", and they were like "Yeah!! Enjoy the show dude!"

We waited a longer for the door to open and the drummer of the Forecast was standing outside and I didn't know he was in the band until my cousin mentioned it. I asked him and he said yeah and I got him to sign a crisp dollar bill for me.

Once the door opened at 9pm I still waited outside for the band to come back so I could get their autographs as well.

They did, and I asked them if they had a set list and they asked if I wanted to hear anything in particular.

They played EVERY SINGLE SONG that I and my cousin asked for!

They were so nice and cool and had no problem conversing with us.

Later during the show, I was complimenting the bassist of 'Gabriel the Marine' and he was blown away that I would say that he was good and they entire band actually started talking to me and they invited me to come eat with them.

So we're in this tour van in the drive-thru of McDonald's and we've got a huge list of food to get, it was hilarious because it was like a $30 order. My cousin had to go home because of his curfew so the guys in the band offered me a ride home, which is really cool considering they're from New York and we had just met.

But once the show ended, I shook hands with the members of each bands and complimented them and encouraged them to keep it up. The female singer of The Forecast gave me a couple hugs and asked if I was going to stick around after the show, but the band had to go so I had to go with my ride.

It was an amazing time, I thoroughly enjoyed it.

Very nice and very cool people.

10/10 for my day

BTW I think I'm in love with Shannon from The Forecast.

Tis the voice of an angel.

The last few days have been weird for me, I'm not really sure why.

Something feels off with my 'circadian rhythms' or something because I've been pretty much cooped up in this house for all weekend and Monday night and I've slept through daytime and have only been awake at night and early early morning.

It's making me crazy or something, I feel like I'm losing touch with the world by being so isolated.

Other than that, no love interests thus far.

A close friend of mine is on some kind of ego trip because he got a job delivering pizzas and he's making money every night. I'm glad that he's got a job, but he likes to try to rub it in my face that he's got one and how awesome it is to make money. I can understand being glad that you're finally doing something with your days, but we're not in middle school, you don't have to try and make me jealous; I don't care that much.

Regardless of my current financial situation, I'm happy with what I'm doing. I won't be working the same minimum wage job once I've graduated with my degree, so I'm not envious.

I've felt the urge to write something lately, it feels as if just speaking and writing simple words are making me thirst for creative writing; I think I'm going to try to write something today.

My Mom brought home about 5 bottles of liquor the other night just for her stash and she bought me a bottle of Jack Daniels, but I haven't even been in the mood to drink because I can't really stop drinking when I start and my following days are usually hazy and hungover.

I've been procrastinating this Psychology team project too much and it's due next Wednesday, we've got to get this ball rolling quickly. I've got to do some serious research on the social and health effects of smoking and put it into an 8th grade friendly format as if making a Public Service Announcement.

One of the people in my group is pretty much a control freak and she has to always have an idea or be telling people to do something and I don't follow that. I usually assume the leadership position in group projects because most people are usually too timid to do so, and I care about my grade. She is driving me up the wall with her stupid ideas, man.

She's trying to go the "extra mile" when we haven't even started on our project.

Anyway, only a few more weeks of school then I'll be going to Ohio for Summer. My Dad is talking about getting a tattoo with me, so hopefully he stays true to that. Hahah