My ex has been texting me and wants me to meet him at the mall tomorrow. I'm not sure if I really want to. I'd rather have a different guy, to tell the truth. But sadly, he's an oddball because he's willing to date me even though I'm fat. I wish more guys would date fat girls. Yet, I can't blame them because it's only natural to want what's attractive. Same for me. I'd rather have a thinner man rather than a fatter one.

Oh well. I have just drank lots of beer and need to have more to drown my sorrows in. Maybe I'll read some of my new manga too! YAY!