When I lie awake at night I stare away at pure black. The darkness if the night
soothes me. The constant voices in my head never leaves. The voices are saying
things that ought to be heard. Things that haunt me, things that hurt.
The pain never goes. The deep never fills. I am hurt. For now I rest. I lie in my final
minutes for which the pain has left me. The deep not filled for its bad and has gone to
far to save. The red overflows. I lay soaked. It does not stop.
I thought of love but that thought had disappeared just like the world around.
The dark around comes back but does not leave. I am gone for now
I awake to a new place. A worse hell. Here's my truth.
no love, just agony and pain
the pain makes me want to walk out the door
staying much longer will drive me insane
i realy have the desire to kill
mine is in danger even if i lie
but i would be the victim of this trill
i surelly will be the next one to die
simple, sweet just a very young woman
love again i will never really feel
i cant go through this kind of pain again
i do not have the rapid urge to heal
today is going to be my real end
always remember me, your good friend
Yea i finally turned 15!!! Its not as good as 16 or 21 but its still great
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