Edit: Before I say anything, I'd like to state that I worked really hard on this blog and the new upsates buttchered it so if at all possible, before reading this blog click on read more or the name of this blog so you can see the coloring, font and spread out of the blog.

Well it has been quite a while since I've written a blog so I think its time for a new one.

TV.Com Updates -

First Off: We have bland white colors with blues. I find this a repulsive combination as opposed to the wonderful colors previously presented by this website.

Secondly: The forum pages have been downgraded also. Now there are all of these symbols for 'Unread Topic' 'New Messages' 'No New Posts Since Your Last Post' etc. I preferred the old system of managing topics.

Third: The thread pages, as previously mentioned, are bland white with blue making it repulsive in my eyes. Also, I can no longer 'Fast Scroll' with my mouse anymore which makes it more difficult to get to the neccessary posts. Also, there is no post a 'New Message' at the bottom of the page. Now I must go to the bottom of the thread page, look at what people posted and, if I wish to reply, go back to the top of the page. I'm sure many people wouldn't mind this but it is really p!ssing me off.

Fourth: The Profile pages for users has also been overly complicated for uneccessary reasons. All of the information (favorite shows, profile picture etc.) has been spread out in a way that is unappealing. And, once again, the bland white and blue colors which are the biggest disappointment for me about these updates.

Fifth: The Blogs are **** p!ssing my off to Hell. Because of these acursed updates, I cannot look at the second page of the blog comments and have been desperately trying to see what people have written about my blogs. I can only see up to comment # 20 on all of the blogs I've written and cannot go to the second page. And, I worked really hard to add color and spacing to this blog and the updates completely destroyed all of my hard work when I posted the finished product.

And that is all that comes to mind about these updates but I'm sure there are plenty more flaws.

Next topic:

Halloween Costume -

My Costume:

I've put alot of thought into my Halloween costume this year (yes I'm a 20 year old criminal psycologist dressing up for Halloween ). After alot of thought I've decided to go with the female Joker. Not the crappy costume you see in stores with the fake looking suit and ugly mask and hair mind you, I'm creating this whole costume from scratch. I've bought the make-up, a various parts of purple clothing which togeth make the purple suit, green hair spray, and various little touches that will only improve the costume. I have tested how I look with all of this on (except for the green hairspray, I'm afraid it will stain my blonde hair so I'll wait til I have more information on it) and am the sexxiest girl Joker you've ever seen .

Previous Costume Ideas:

Before I decided on the Joker, I had concidered many other costume ideas. I'd concidered Harley Quinn again but I was her last year and wanted to try for something new. I'd concidered Poison Ivy but had decided against because I couldn't find a proper fabric to use for a Ivy outfit (you may have infered that I never buy my costumes all together but find that half of the fun of Halloween is finding a way to make the costume your own by combining many different aspects to it). I'd concidered Catwoman and Batgirl also but was Catwoman 4 or 5 years back and Batgirl was be difficult to make my own. I'd even concidered female Robin but decided against it for no specific reason in particular.

Now my costume concideration weren't only Batman related (though many of them were ) but I'd had many other possible ideas. I'd concidered a female Terminator. I was going to modle it after the way Arnold looking in T1 when his robotic eyes was showing but founhd that a bit too difficult. I'd concidered Mrs. Krueger but my sister was planning to be her so I decided against it. I'd hoped to be Aayla Secura (Star Wars) but that seemed to difficult for me and also condered for a female vampire but didn't enjoy the idea much. Vampire's are just too easy to make a costume out of and weren't as much fun to be.

Somewhere along the line I just decided for Joker and stuck with the idea.

That's pretty much all I have to say for now . Thanks for reading

Ok I was planning to write a blog about my new job soon but I would rather get this outta my system -_-. I'll get straight to the point: my sister's best friend is pregnant -_-. It's kinda sad that I'm the only one who isn't completely revolted at the idea of a 16 year old pregnant in this city. Her name is Amanda and she got pregnant from an X-Boyfriend. Now I know that it is a proven fact that a girl under the age of 16 becomes pregnanated every 3 seconds in the US but I feel just a tad uncomfortable knowing that my sister's friend is pregnant and getting an abortion. Within 3 months I bet that everyone is going to forget about this whole thing without looking upon it with a second thought as if it never happened but still I know that if my sister had become pregnant at her age I would fricken have a panic attack...

OK, I had posted a blog a few days ago that a woman from the Psychological Seminar called me and asked me to meet her. Now before I go on about what happened I will state that I GUARANTEE that few people will even believe this but I assure the few who may believe me that it is the truth!!!! Ok:

I had left my house and went to meet her at the Museum of Natural History. I hadn't the slightest idea what to expect. All I knew is that she is very well respected in the field of psychology and that she thought I was skilled in my psychological fields. When I got there she merely asked how I had been since I got back to New York and we walked about through the museum. We small talked a bit until I got up the nerve to ask her why she had come all the way to New York City from Rochester (which is about 6 hours away by car) and she told me that she was asked to help a colleague who was a psychologist at a woman's prison. Then I asked her why she had called me down here and she (this is the part that nobody will believe) told me that her colleague was in need of more psychologists at the prison and she thought of me. I was litterally speechless. I felt like one of those characters in a book who say they wanted to open their mouth to say something but couldn't. It felt like if I were numb all over. I was taken completely aback by this news. After I had time to regain myself I managed to grunt out the question "What will I be expected to do there?" and she told me I would come to the prison and find out myself. I asked her when and she told me to report to this prison on Wednessday, August 20th (which is tomorrow). She said that I along with a few other psychologists would get to spend about 4 or 5 days in the prison learning what would be expected of me if I were to take the job. I learned more of what I would be doing these 4 or 5 days over the next few days. I will be leaving tomorrow and expect to be back home around Sunday afternoon.

I litterally feel like Harley Quinn now. She had inspired me to take cources in the field of psycology as a child and my aunt had helped me get to where I was today so this feels really special. Almost like a fantasy I never expected to ever happen or even be possible for me. I know that alot of people don't believe me but it IS the truth (the reason I keep repeating why I think nobody will believe me is because if a major HQ fan told me she had been offered a job as a Criminal Psychologist I probably would have my doubts about it).

There's really nothing else to say . . . I will be taking my sister with me for the next few days and doubt that I'll have a computer lying around. I really wish that my aunt had lived to see me right now...