About a year ago I went to one of my friend's birthday party and met this girl there. I had a crush on her but issues developed at the party which made me tend to someone who was crying and she did the same thing and by the time I was able to talk to her....it was too late. People started to go home and there was my parents at their car honking the horn and i didn't even get a chance to find her and talk to her. Well about a year has went by and I got onto myspace and there she was on my friends profile. I started talking to her and turns out she actually did like me and now we are going out as gf and bf ^_^.

I figured out really what why I am in arut lately. Although I like playing videogames, watching tv, listening to music and reading everyday of my life.....I miss school. I miss just sitting there learning new stuff. I miss everything about school. I come to realize today I am and always have been a bookworm. But I have no job, no scholarships and my parents won't co-sign for student loans, so I have no college. This all stinks.

I beat Kingdom Hearts 1 and now on Kingdom Hearts Chain of Memories and recently obtained a game called Rune Factory which I found to be awesome. I also have been developing a suspense thriller/detective novel which is about an insane murderer that during the day acts like any normal person but at night is a killer and a detective who has to solve the murder and finds out a bizarre secret. Also lately I've been entering sweepstakes and contests to win free junk like laptops and other stuff but so far not so good. Ahh well, anyways nothing really new.