Gawd I miss TV.com sooo much, which means YOU, all the lovely people who are seeing this blog. You would not believe the crap I've been dealing with which has kept me from here. Let start at the beginning and maybe I'll still have some friends at this place when I can come back for good.
I took about a week's break originally to get caught up on all my wedding to-do's that needed computer time. As some of you know, its very hard as it is to get on the computer at all because of my 16 month old little girl. So I had to use what computer time I had to get some major wedding projects done, ie the invitations and enclosures that I am doing myself and the music.
So last week I download some music file and it has totally screwed my computer. Anytime I do anything and even when the computer is sitting here by itself pop-ups from hell come up w/o warning. So its slowing this thing down to the max. Plus windows just close out of the blue. It literally took me 20 minutes to get to TV.com, log in and to the post a blog page. Seriously. So all the computer trouble is slowing me down even further.
Not to mention personal and family dramas that are going on. Everything is just a mess right now. I've got 2 months and a week until the wedding and loads and loads and loads more to accomplish before with no help. I dont even know if my mom is still doing the flowers or anything else she promised. I cant get my computer fixed because my step-dad is mad at me. No one and I mean NO ONE is offering to help with anything so I am trying to do EVERYTHING by myself while trying to watch and care for Zoey whom BTW is getting into everything and the minute I take my eyes off her she is climbing up onto something and promptly falling off of it.
So thats why I am drowning.
I hope when I/if I get this computer thing under control I still have you awesome folks here to come crawling back to. My sanity is slipping. Its so sad that the only people in my life who can make me feel better are people I've never even met in person. Go figure.
Alright. I miss ya'll! Please wish me serenity. I need it!! I better get off here and jump in the shower while Zoey is still napping.