Hey so sorry bout not being on TV.com has sort of faded out of my life for a while but i still come on every one and then and replied to my message and posted a post here and there on the boards cause i dont think TV.com will ever be out of my life for good since i love all my friends here and you guys are so awesome if you still know who i am and comment on this! anyway i dont have much to say cause i hate ranting to you guys it makes me feel bad. so ill tell you alittle bit about some stuff real quick. my sister has like moved back in with lydia well sort of its hard to explain. im really getting into reading lately since i started reading that book Twilight by Stephanie Meyer im on the 2nd book New moon and i love it! also school started i got brand new teachers expect for this one teacher whom i hated but i really like my new Math Teacher and my New Homeroom teacher i havent met my Science teacher but she seems nice. im life pretty good right now and im very happy about it! my birthday is only 12 days away but my mom already got me my gift, Wii Fit which is ok but i dont use it much which really sucks cause my mom isnt getting me anything else but atleast i have a gift card i got from mypoints.com and all the money i get from my family! well leave comments and ill try my hardest to catch on the blogs and this time i seriously mean it but if i dont get around to it in the next two or three days im truly sorry! hope this one aint too long! and i hope i didnt lose all my awesome friends. i really love you guys.

Emily :p

most of you know about my sister's ex boyfriend drama thats been in my last two blogs well i decided to do this whole blog about whats been happening in her life since the last blog since well i love talking about it since it reminds me so much of a movie and i have no one else to tell since i cant tell my friends cause they dont keep secrets every well and well you cant tell anyone since none of you know my family. anyway here is what happened, Ben (my sisters newly ex) came over to see Lydia (my niece/Ben and my sister's kid) at my sisters house and while there ben told my sister he missed her and that he loved her and that he wanted to move back in with them so my sister said fine every though she has been telling me and my mom about how much she likes this guy that she hangs out with but i think she still loves ben too (i know so much drama) so that was Sunday and Ben wasnt moving back in intil this weekend (the weekend were in now) but anyway Thurs. Ben and his Band (yes Ben is in a Band) were going to Virginia for a gig as some people call it i call it going to Virginia to play your music so my sister decided her and her friend Gina were going to go see Ben and his band play but it was going to be a suprise well that suprise was blown when Ben's Sister decided she wanted to go see Ben play too well my sister didnt want that since Ben's sister is only 18 so my Sister plans were kind of runied since i guess where ben was playing was kind of like a bar type of place so if my sister wanted to the bar Ben's sister wouldnt be able to come idk but whatever the reason was it was a good reason i just cant remember it and somehow my sisters plans of a suprise was kind of ruined too since i guess ben found out or something i dont know im sort of out of the loop with that one but i do know my sister tried to tell ben's mom that ben's siter shouldnt come but ben's mom somehow forced my sister to bring ben's sister and i dont know the rest expect when my sister got home friday night she told my mom she didnt wanna talk about it cause Ben's sister caused alot of problems between my sister and ben and now my sister doesnt think Bens moving back in with her and Lydia now. WOW sorry this is sorta long but i figured all of my friends on TV.com deserve to know this since this basicaly how my sister's life is and it makes me alittle upset when i try and put myself in her shoes cause i can tell she is really upset she just wont tell me that but she tells my mom about it and my mom tells me but my mom just leaves out alot of details and i can tell. well i hope you dont think this is fake cause i swear to you this is really what has happened in my sisters life within like a week!

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Emily :p

omg i cant take anymore of this madness its 5:30AM where i am and i still have yet to fall asleep my cat is in heat AGAIN she goes in heat every other week and all she does is meow and meow and meow and she wont shut up. also my mind keeping replaying things over and over again about all the things i have to do and the one stupid secret that im keeping from everyone which im going to tell my mom soon and if you wanna know the secret fine i failed 8th grade by 1 stupid percent in math yeah i know big news well it is for my family because i mean my mom and dad knew there was a chance i would fail since this school year was horrible, i really hate this school but i have to do it again this year since i dont wanna go back to public school if im a year behind since all my friends will be in a different school since they are going to be in 9th. but yeah thats my secret that i dont wanna tell my mom or dad or anyone since i know they wont look at me the same anymore and my dad is going to go off the wall when i tell him this which i really really dont wanna do i would have no problem telling my mom if i could trust her not to tell anyone but since she always tell my sister's secrets to everyone and tells my sister she hasnt told anyone i really cant trust her with mine. i cant stop thinking about everything and it wouldnt be so bad if i had people that i could trust talk about this with but my two friends that i trust i havent talked to in like 3 or 4 weeks and i feel weird calling them since i think they are like ignoring me since i was on AOL the other day and the minute i signed on my friend signed off, and then i was on a website and i saw that one of them was on so i messaged her a hi and she signed off its so weird! and im so upset about all this right now, i feel like my family's going to be so disappointed in me and i feel like my friends are turning they're backs on me cause all ive been doing for the past few weeks is sititng on my butt all day doing nothing feeling horrible i never talk to anyone since my dad's always asleep during the day my mom works all day and when she gets home an hour or two later she goes to bed and my dad goes to work and like i said my friends are basicaly ignoring me so i feel like i have no one. Also more stuff happened in the sister and ex thing which was fun to hear about since all this is making me think im in a tv show or a movie or something but at the same time i feel bad that my sister is being put through all this anyway thats all for my rant right now i think.

on the good side i made 15 bucks babysitting. YAY! k i think thats all the good news i have.

well im going to go sorry for the rant i feel so bad about basicaly ditching you guys i mean i come on here rant for hours and then you guys comment and say all these nice things and i dont really get a chance to comment on your blogs or basicaly be active on here, god i feel so bad im so sorry i promise i will try and be as active as i can and intil i do some active things i will not rant again cause what im doing to you guys isnt right, im SO sorry!

Love, Emily